sheshisown
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- May 25, 2008
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How unjust is suffering? How good or evil is pain? We only know this answer best when we are experiencing pain ourselves.
Pain does one thing well to me~ it turns me into a coward.
When I think of anxiety which gnaws at my heart like fire~
And loneliness which stretches out like a vast desert inside me.
The heart-breaking routine of monotonous misery borne daily~
Or of dull constant aches which blacken my whole landscape of vision.
Or the sudden nauseating pains that knock my heart out with one blow~
Or pains which seem intolerable until they suddenly increase.
Of the infuriating scorpion stinging pains~ that startle the soul into mania~
These thoughts over-shadow my spirit…
If I knew of a way to escape I would crawl through sewers to find it.
…But what good does it to tell you of my feelings? You know them already, they are yours. I do not argue that pain is not pain-filled. No. But let me show again that the old Christian doctrine of “being made perfect through suffering†Hebrews 2:10, is not incredible…
sheshisown~
Pain does one thing well to me~ it turns me into a coward.
When I think of anxiety which gnaws at my heart like fire~
And loneliness which stretches out like a vast desert inside me.
The heart-breaking routine of monotonous misery borne daily~
Or of dull constant aches which blacken my whole landscape of vision.
Or the sudden nauseating pains that knock my heart out with one blow~
Or pains which seem intolerable until they suddenly increase.
Of the infuriating scorpion stinging pains~ that startle the soul into mania~
These thoughts over-shadow my spirit…
If I knew of a way to escape I would crawl through sewers to find it.
…But what good does it to tell you of my feelings? You know them already, they are yours. I do not argue that pain is not pain-filled. No. But let me show again that the old Christian doctrine of “being made perfect through suffering†Hebrews 2:10, is not incredible…
sheshisown~