Hello everyone,
My name is Slayton. Right now I am battling a sin that I seem to be addicted to, and I feel very weak and I keep buckling under the pressure. (I'd rather not mention what it is to spare my shame.) Lately I have been feeling empty, weak and hopeless and I really need Jesus to shed love on my life. I turned back to God, but this was after I sold my soul to the devil. and I feel unforgiven, as I committed the unforgivable sin up to 11 times. I can't elaborate the pain I feel when I think how I've betrayed God, and I feel so far away from him, and I need his forgiveness, before I lose my mind. Every thing is becoming hard for me to do, and I feel as if I can't continue in life. I dont feel like myself, and I'm beginning to lack emotion. I have been making music for years and I'm beginning to lose my passion for it. I'm withdrawing from a slight mental addiction to marijuana, and my life is spiraling downward. I feel lonely as I have no mate to love anymore. My mother and I are living in a hotel efficiency, estranged from my family that lives hundreds of miles away. and we don't know exactly where we'll end up next. She's scared, but maintaining.
Please help me, help us, please someone shed some light ; i need advice on the level of spirituality.
My name is Slayton. Right now I am battling a sin that I seem to be addicted to, and I feel very weak and I keep buckling under the pressure. (I'd rather not mention what it is to spare my shame.) Lately I have been feeling empty, weak and hopeless and I really need Jesus to shed love on my life. I turned back to God, but this was after I sold my soul to the devil. and I feel unforgiven, as I committed the unforgivable sin up to 11 times. I can't elaborate the pain I feel when I think how I've betrayed God, and I feel so far away from him, and I need his forgiveness, before I lose my mind. Every thing is becoming hard for me to do, and I feel as if I can't continue in life. I dont feel like myself, and I'm beginning to lack emotion. I have been making music for years and I'm beginning to lose my passion for it. I'm withdrawing from a slight mental addiction to marijuana, and my life is spiraling downward. I feel lonely as I have no mate to love anymore. My mother and I are living in a hotel efficiency, estranged from my family that lives hundreds of miles away. and we don't know exactly where we'll end up next. She's scared, but maintaining.
Please help me, help us, please someone shed some light ; i need advice on the level of spirituality.