warriorforJesus5
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Lately, I've had some bad thoughts and dreams that question God, and my faith. I went against God and have thought that he's not real. I never wanted to believe in that way. Sometimes, bad thoughts come in, and I don't know why I'm thinking those. I don't want to think those, and yet for some reason I still do. I've prayed for forgiveness over and over, and I hope that God hasn't given up on me. I feel so lost. Is it me, or is it Satan trying to pull me away? I have been a Christian for a long time, and the last thing I want is to turn away from God. I was crying for hurting God, and I thought: how could I be so blind? Thank you in advance for any advice you can offer me.