Hey guys I am new in this forum. I came here because I need you guys to pray for me..
Me and my gf has a really complicated relationship. I cheated on her and I feel bad about it. She lied to me as well. I don't know what to do now about the whole thing. Leaving seems to hurt and I wish God can just tell me answer straight away on which path I should take. I know I did the wrong thing but I really do want to start anew. I know the Lord always forgives me and I thank Him for that. But I am really confused right now. I see myself standing at a crossroad and not knowing which path I should take. I am afraid of regrets. And also because I am addicted to pornography.. This whole pornography thing and sexual immorality has really put a blinding mist in my eyes. Everytime I pray, I think about some sexual stuff and I have to say sorry and repeat that line again. It's sick and I'm sick of it. I wanna get off this addiction but I can't. Everytime I find myself giving into this temptation. Please pray for me. I really need it. I need God's guidance. I believe He still heals.. I believe He still loves me eventhough I have pinned Him on the cross again and again. Pray that I will love Him more and stay away from evil things. And pray for my relationship please.
Thanks a lot in advance. Really appreciate it. I believe in the power of prayer.
Me and my gf has a really complicated relationship. I cheated on her and I feel bad about it. She lied to me as well. I don't know what to do now about the whole thing. Leaving seems to hurt and I wish God can just tell me answer straight away on which path I should take. I know I did the wrong thing but I really do want to start anew. I know the Lord always forgives me and I thank Him for that. But I am really confused right now. I see myself standing at a crossroad and not knowing which path I should take. I am afraid of regrets. And also because I am addicted to pornography.. This whole pornography thing and sexual immorality has really put a blinding mist in my eyes. Everytime I pray, I think about some sexual stuff and I have to say sorry and repeat that line again. It's sick and I'm sick of it. I wanna get off this addiction but I can't. Everytime I find myself giving into this temptation. Please pray for me. I really need it. I need God's guidance. I believe He still heals.. I believe He still loves me eventhough I have pinned Him on the cross again and again. Pray that I will love Him more and stay away from evil things. And pray for my relationship please.
Thanks a lot in advance. Really appreciate it. I believe in the power of prayer.