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Unfortunately, prayer has been a hard discipline for me to 'succeed' at. Mind you, it is not that I do not pray - I just know that I could have a richer prayer life then what I currenlty have.
Anyways - I am asking for prayer for myself - I realize that this seems selfish, and forgive me if it is.
I know the Lord has called me into the ministry. In fact, for 5 years I was a youth pastor - and like most youth pastors - I got burned out. I know the Lord is calling me back into the ministry after being away from full-time staff ministry.
However, I do not know where I am called to serve yet - and it is this waiting time that I struggle with. Always have. What is also perplexing to me in all of this is at the same time that I feel called back to fulltime staff youth ministry, my current secular job is going well as all - in fact, I should be promoted in about 6 months or less.
So, I get confussed and somewhat depressed at times. Do I concern myself with my secular job and go after the promotion. do I sit and wait for the Lord to show me the ministry position He has for me, how much do I actively parcitipate in searching for a youth ministry position. And then, of course, doubt creeps in about the whole thing.
Forgive me for the selfish prayer request.
scott
Anyways - I am asking for prayer for myself - I realize that this seems selfish, and forgive me if it is.
I know the Lord has called me into the ministry. In fact, for 5 years I was a youth pastor - and like most youth pastors - I got burned out. I know the Lord is calling me back into the ministry after being away from full-time staff ministry.
However, I do not know where I am called to serve yet - and it is this waiting time that I struggle with. Always have. What is also perplexing to me in all of this is at the same time that I feel called back to fulltime staff youth ministry, my current secular job is going well as all - in fact, I should be promoted in about 6 months or less.
So, I get confussed and somewhat depressed at times. Do I concern myself with my secular job and go after the promotion. do I sit and wait for the Lord to show me the ministry position He has for me, how much do I actively parcitipate in searching for a youth ministry position. And then, of course, doubt creeps in about the whole thing.
Forgive me for the selfish prayer request.
scott