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Listen honey,
I'm 57 years old soon and there have been plenty of times in which I was abandoned by all of my friends, and there have been times in which I had to spend time alone for longer than I wanted. I've even felt the pain of my own children turning on me at times. They are now 32 and 22 years old. No "human" can be relied upon as well as our reliance upon Jesus. HE comes to save us from all that the world throws at us. Getting to know the Holy Spirit, that same Holy Spirit that was/is in Christ Jesus is the ONLY SAVING GRACE WE HAVE. Friends come and go, and so do our children, they grow up and leave the nest. Trust God. Listen to His Words, they are a comfort. And in due time things turn out just fine. Just that it's not always as we would expect or want them to go. It's not about us, it's all about the Holy Spirit come to do a good work in us through his bestowing His gifts of the Holy Spirit upon us. Learn the bible inside out! Study it well. Times of solitude are going to be plenty in your life. No person goes without having to face time with the Lord. Let this time be that time and let the Holy Spirit come to convict you of your sins so as to wipe them clean out of your life, to wash you white as snow. We tend to not like that part of the Holy Spirit, but we all need a good washing from time to time. :yes Learn what Love the Lord came to offer to you to live by. Read the book of Psalms and the Book of Isaiah, and the Book of Ephesians. You need to learn about the armor of God and wear it like it's your own skin! Never take it off, else you have not offense against that which comes to steal and destroy the offerings presented to you from the Holy Spirit. We fight not against people, we fight against spirits and prinicpalities. Never forget that. When you get your spirit right , the faith in you will grow stronger and stronger for the trusting of the Word of God. Now get to work. Faith without works is not faith planted in solid ground, without tending to it you have nothing but stagnant unwatered soil. How can anything grow if you don't water it and tend to the cultivation of it?
Many times God will seperate us from others for the growing in Him. Get to know him better than you know yourself! He will be the best friend and parent you ever had! EVER. I pray you find a good ministry to get involved in. Look for a good spirit filled church. And get involved in a good ministry. remeber, if you have sin that needs to be washed clean let the Holy Spirit do His work in you. Be of good cheer, the Good News Gospel is there for you to prosper and be blessed. It's not about people who abandon you. It's about God blessing you so you can be a blessing to others. Get schooling in the Word of the Lord. Study it and let it become your character in Christ Jesus.
That time is the time to study and grow in the knowledge and wisdom of the Holy Spirit. Read, read the word and good Christian books. What is your interest? That may be an area in which you can grow in the Holy Spirit's ministry for you. What are you best at doing? what is your hearts desire?
http://www.studylight.org is a good place to read and study. Get to know the web site like the back of your hand.
And listen to the new Joyce Meyer
http://joycemeyer.org/ podcasts
http://www.joycemeyer.org/ourministries/broadcast/ online. She gives them to you for free to download. This week she is teaching about the blessed life. I recommend you listen to the broadcast from Monday. Here it is. I hope this helps.
You can even listen to free sermons by pastors who minister to people your age, you just have to search for them. Look up some on the Oneplace.com and or on other web sites. I don't know how old you are so, you'll have to tell me or do some searching for materials that will keep you busy occupied in studies that will help you grow so you can be a blessed and then inturn bless others who are willing. God knows that only the willing will accept what He has to offer. Dont' worry about those who don't want to accept. The harvest is plenty. Just follow the path the Holy Spirit takes you on. not he ego.
God bless you .
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