[__ Prayer __] Repeating Childhood Dream Interpreted

[daninthelionsden]

From the time I could first recall dreaming, I had a recurring nightmare. In the dream, I'm in a huge room where everything is white. The floor is white tile. The walls are white. The ceiling is white. It is very bright in the room. In the center of the floor is a pile of logs. They're tremendously large. The size of Redwood trees. I am very tiny next to them. A giant enters the room. He is dressed as a lumberjack. Boots, jeans, shirt...the whole bit, I run and hide in the log pile. He stomps around the pile looking for me. He is cursing loudly and yelling the entire time. I become very very tiny. I can feel myself trying to get very small so he can't see me. I am but a speck. I wake up.
I had this nightmare repeatedly even into my young adult life. While the dream ceased, I periodically get that shrinking tiny feeling which brings on the memory of that dream. I get that feeling less and less as I age. I was recalling that dream recently one night. As I imagined the dream, a voice said to my heart. "The bright light you see are headlights. The giant logs you see are firewood. The giant lumberjack you see is your step-father in his hunting clothes. You are being placed in the kindling to be burned alive. He is cursing your illegitimate birth and cursing you. The white room is the protection placed around you. Your spirit was aware and you were traumatized, hence repeated nightmares. You awake when your step-father relented."