Sparrowhawk1161
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The old rambling thread is a story telling thread!
Sorry, I kind of did that because I thought it would be cool?
I took over thread and made it a story telling thread. Thinking about it I think should let it alone... but it sounded cool at the time!
THe old ramble on thread is for rambling stories...unless you feel to ramble on anyways... because are start another story...
So, I have to start a new rambling thread!
All I am thinking about is my daughter... her eyes and how I saw them... and how I turned into an instant Dad. Maybe that's not good enough? A Dad seeing his baby daughter and practically "falling in love" as a father... those feelings, I felt, the eyes dialating at the sound of her name? Her quietness after all that crying, even after she was placed on her mom... the same cries of pain, rebellion, unhappiness, driven into my brain... those cries I would know for the rest of my life for it had a distinct pattern...and I knew at her birth... that I could find her out of a hundred babies. The protests at birth and the agony of bei8ng washed and the lab tests and then being wrapped up in nice blankets... still crying becasue she still had no idea what was going on... and placed in my arms...
And, I took, her... she had that look of what not to trust. She saw my face and she looked at me.
I said, "Vicky." I don't after that... but her eyes dialated to see me good... and she just kept looking at me and the sound of my voice... By little girl and I knew each other and she was content and liked it.
Instant love.
I have no idea how you felt at that time...girl... boy, those feelings.
But I know one thing and it will never change for the rest of my life, and even when I die and go to heaven to see my Saviour!
Vicky is the best thing that ever happened to me!:nod Nothing will ever change that
Sorry, I kind of did that because I thought it would be cool?
I took over thread and made it a story telling thread. Thinking about it I think should let it alone... but it sounded cool at the time!
THe old ramble on thread is for rambling stories...unless you feel to ramble on anyways... because are start another story...
So, I have to start a new rambling thread!
All I am thinking about is my daughter... her eyes and how I saw them... and how I turned into an instant Dad. Maybe that's not good enough? A Dad seeing his baby daughter and practically "falling in love" as a father... those feelings, I felt, the eyes dialating at the sound of her name? Her quietness after all that crying, even after she was placed on her mom... the same cries of pain, rebellion, unhappiness, driven into my brain... those cries I would know for the rest of my life for it had a distinct pattern...and I knew at her birth... that I could find her out of a hundred babies. The protests at birth and the agony of bei8ng washed and the lab tests and then being wrapped up in nice blankets... still crying becasue she still had no idea what was going on... and placed in my arms...
And, I took, her... she had that look of what not to trust. She saw my face and she looked at me.
I said, "Vicky." I don't after that... but her eyes dialated to see me good... and she just kept looking at me and the sound of my voice... By little girl and I knew each other and she was content and liked it.
Instant love.
I have no idea how you felt at that time...girl... boy, those feelings.
But I know one thing and it will never change for the rest of my life, and even when I die and go to heaven to see my Saviour!
Vicky is the best thing that ever happened to me!:nod Nothing will ever change that
