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For many years I lived an evangelical Christian lifestyle. I spent 15 years in the church and attended Christian college. I have released nine Contemporary Christian music albums, was nominated for six Gospel Music Awards, and have preached the gospel in seven countries. I later taught adult Bible courses for the Orthodox Presbyterian Church. I served four years as a voluntary Chaplain for the Military Department. I have spoken in tongues. I also “experienced†the Holy Spirit and have tasted the “sweetness†of Christ. I know the power of personal and corporate prayer and the importance of forgiveness. More importantly, as a Christian, I was sincere in my walk with God. Anyone familiar with me, my lyrics, or teachings knew that I was serious about my faith. I was completely convinced that I was saved, genuinely believed that God's Holy Spirit lived in me, and had a personal relationship with Jesus. I know the theologies, lifestyles, and languages of the church. I say all this to emphasize that I was not disingenuous, unhappy, or disappointed with my experience; for many years I was very satisfied with my life as a Christian. What happened?
I believed every word in the Bible. I truly understood that once the Holy Spirit “opens your eyes†that you really knew the way of truth. That meant that any seeming contradiction in the Bible was simply a lack of knowledge and understanding on my behalf. The Bible ALWAYS gets a pass when you are born again. Why? Because the Bible, Christians say, is the word of god. And no one, I thought, can argue with god and win. This gave me a very tidy and neat worldview seeing only the evangelical spectrum. I clearly understood that anyone who was openly “sinning†was either a non-believer or a backsliding Christian. Never once did I think that I was arrogant in my view of others; I simply knew that my belief in the god of the Bible was the only way to truth, life, and salvation. All others belief systems were, in my mind, deceived.
It is commonly believed that someone who articulates an alternate view of Christianity was never a Christian or never a sincere and authentic believer in the first place. I ask you, if you are divorced now, did you ever really love your ex-spouse? You probably did. After a divorce, some grow bitter and spiteful toward their former spouse; the smallest hint of their memory upsets them. I have noticed this about some former Christians. They tend to be hostile toward Christians, the Bible, and churches. This, in my view, is an emotionally negative response that gets nothing positive accomplished.
I am very familiar with what is said of people who leave the fold. Some Christians will say that it is arrogance or pride. Many Christians might assume that I must have been spiritually dead or attended unfulfilling churches. A number of Christians believe that it is primarily a moral issue that causes people to leave the church; in my book, [edit]An Infidel Manifesto: Why Sincere Believers Lose Faith</A>, I dedicated all of Chapter 6 to morality and why religion often promotes immorality. Some might postulate that I was harmed by false Christians. Or, perhaps I have an inaccurate notion of God because of experiences with cultists. Some Christians use the old adage “they have gone out from us because they were never of us†while others say “they simply lost their salvation.†In reality, I have not gone anywhere or lost anything.
For evangelical Christianity, the biggest enemy is science. Why? Because science gradually reveals the explored truth of the universe. As it does so, religion is faced with its own contradictions. Copernicus discovering that the earth circles the sun and Columbus discovering the earth’s actual shape meant that the church was wrong. The church cannot afford to be wrong because it speaks “the word of god†and god can’t be wrong! In general, science doesn’t pigeon-hole itself with such arrogant declarations of absolute knowledge. When a scientific theory is proved to be wrong, the scientific community stands up and declares that it is wrong. The very great Stephen Hawking, for example, did just that regarding black holes.**
What is science? In the broadest sense, science refers to any system of knowledge which attempts to model objective reality. In a more restricted sense, science refers to a system of acquiring knowledge based on the scientific method, as well as to the organized body of knowledge gained through such research.* Here’s a few reasons why I like science.
1. Science can cure disease. Faith heals no disease. Faith talks a lot about curing disease but is powerless to actually cure. In many cases, faith actually objects to research that can lead to cures.
2. Science explores the unknown. Religion fears the unknown.
3. Science has a very strict accountability for that which can be called truth. Faith has no boundaries for that which can be called truth. “Up†can also mean “down†in the make-believe world of faith. That is why you cannot intelligently argue faith.
4. Science raises our awareness to realities in the universe. Religion very often promotes and capitalizes on the ignorance of people.
5. Last, and above all, I like science because it can admit when it is wrong. Christianity cannot admit when it is wrong because it speaks for an all-knowing god.
As I stated, I spent many years within the walls of Christendom. In 1999, I admitted that I was wrong. Why, you may ask, was I wrong?
1. I was wrong because I declared with absolute certainty that the Bible is the perfect, infallible word of god. It isn’t. As I point out in my <A [edit]>book</A>, it contains many errors, contradictions, and inconsistencies.
2. I was wrong because I declared, as most evangelical Christians do, that all people who reject the Christian god will burn forever in hell. Not only is this a cruel, barbaric, and ancient teaching, it leads no one to do anything noble.
3. I was wrong because I looked at nonbelievers as second-hand people; foolish fodder for god’s destruction.
4. I was wrong because I denied biological evolution as proven by science.
5. I was wrong because I believed that Jesus Christ is the only valid and truthful god; the only way to real knowledge.
I was wrong.
©2007 Gary Lenaire
edit by jg removed link that goes against the TOS of this site.
I believed every word in the Bible. I truly understood that once the Holy Spirit “opens your eyes†that you really knew the way of truth. That meant that any seeming contradiction in the Bible was simply a lack of knowledge and understanding on my behalf. The Bible ALWAYS gets a pass when you are born again. Why? Because the Bible, Christians say, is the word of god. And no one, I thought, can argue with god and win. This gave me a very tidy and neat worldview seeing only the evangelical spectrum. I clearly understood that anyone who was openly “sinning†was either a non-believer or a backsliding Christian. Never once did I think that I was arrogant in my view of others; I simply knew that my belief in the god of the Bible was the only way to truth, life, and salvation. All others belief systems were, in my mind, deceived.
It is commonly believed that someone who articulates an alternate view of Christianity was never a Christian or never a sincere and authentic believer in the first place. I ask you, if you are divorced now, did you ever really love your ex-spouse? You probably did. After a divorce, some grow bitter and spiteful toward their former spouse; the smallest hint of their memory upsets them. I have noticed this about some former Christians. They tend to be hostile toward Christians, the Bible, and churches. This, in my view, is an emotionally negative response that gets nothing positive accomplished.
I am very familiar with what is said of people who leave the fold. Some Christians will say that it is arrogance or pride. Many Christians might assume that I must have been spiritually dead or attended unfulfilling churches. A number of Christians believe that it is primarily a moral issue that causes people to leave the church; in my book, [edit]An Infidel Manifesto: Why Sincere Believers Lose Faith</A>, I dedicated all of Chapter 6 to morality and why religion often promotes immorality. Some might postulate that I was harmed by false Christians. Or, perhaps I have an inaccurate notion of God because of experiences with cultists. Some Christians use the old adage “they have gone out from us because they were never of us†while others say “they simply lost their salvation.†In reality, I have not gone anywhere or lost anything.
For evangelical Christianity, the biggest enemy is science. Why? Because science gradually reveals the explored truth of the universe. As it does so, religion is faced with its own contradictions. Copernicus discovering that the earth circles the sun and Columbus discovering the earth’s actual shape meant that the church was wrong. The church cannot afford to be wrong because it speaks “the word of god†and god can’t be wrong! In general, science doesn’t pigeon-hole itself with such arrogant declarations of absolute knowledge. When a scientific theory is proved to be wrong, the scientific community stands up and declares that it is wrong. The very great Stephen Hawking, for example, did just that regarding black holes.**
What is science? In the broadest sense, science refers to any system of knowledge which attempts to model objective reality. In a more restricted sense, science refers to a system of acquiring knowledge based on the scientific method, as well as to the organized body of knowledge gained through such research.* Here’s a few reasons why I like science.
1. Science can cure disease. Faith heals no disease. Faith talks a lot about curing disease but is powerless to actually cure. In many cases, faith actually objects to research that can lead to cures.
2. Science explores the unknown. Religion fears the unknown.
3. Science has a very strict accountability for that which can be called truth. Faith has no boundaries for that which can be called truth. “Up†can also mean “down†in the make-believe world of faith. That is why you cannot intelligently argue faith.
4. Science raises our awareness to realities in the universe. Religion very often promotes and capitalizes on the ignorance of people.
5. Last, and above all, I like science because it can admit when it is wrong. Christianity cannot admit when it is wrong because it speaks for an all-knowing god.
As I stated, I spent many years within the walls of Christendom. In 1999, I admitted that I was wrong. Why, you may ask, was I wrong?
1. I was wrong because I declared with absolute certainty that the Bible is the perfect, infallible word of god. It isn’t. As I point out in my <A [edit]>book</A>, it contains many errors, contradictions, and inconsistencies.
2. I was wrong because I declared, as most evangelical Christians do, that all people who reject the Christian god will burn forever in hell. Not only is this a cruel, barbaric, and ancient teaching, it leads no one to do anything noble.
3. I was wrong because I looked at nonbelievers as second-hand people; foolish fodder for god’s destruction.
4. I was wrong because I denied biological evolution as proven by science.
5. I was wrong because I believed that Jesus Christ is the only valid and truthful god; the only way to real knowledge.
I was wrong.
©2007 Gary Lenaire
edit by jg removed link that goes against the TOS of this site.