I'm having trouble knowing the difference between indwelling sin (1 John 1:8) and practicing sin. Could someone explain this to me? Thank you.
PS My OCD symptoms appear as someone yelling at me to put away my indwelling sins that I try hard to conquer but can't yet. This can't be God speaking to me because the Holy Spirit is gentler and peaceable. This OCD makes me feel like I'm serving a taskmaster who doesn't approve of me at all because even the indwelling sin is something I should be conquering now.
You are dearly loved by God.
You have a physical body that contains sin. This is indwelling sin. It desires to manifest as a deed, an action of sin, which is called a “work” of the flesh.
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the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. Galatians 5:19-21
Practicing the works of the flesh (sin) mean you are allowing the desire of your flesh rule over you, so that you give in to its desire.
When you are born again, and filled with God’s Spirit, you now have power (grace) to reign and rule over indwelling sin, so that you practice what the Holy Spirit wants you to do, rather than what the indwelling sin wants to do.
I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish. Galatians 5:16-17
- Walk (live your life) in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh.
Remember God is with you, to help you to do this, to walk with you and never leave you, because He loves you and wants you to be with Him, all the time. He truly is your Father.
He is good. Maybe our natural father or mother weren’t so good.
Trust me, God is good and got me through too much in my life.
I would be dead or in prison if God didn’t rescue me. I had to listen, and repent, but He never left me.
JLB