Scott thinks it is his duty to suffer for sufferings sake.In order for Scott to be happy he thinks he has to suffer.
: ... so thats what Scott thinks?!? Its not my duty to suffer, its my reality... its my state of being that makes me suffer. Read Romans 7 and you'll understand my stuggle with the flesh. As long as I'm here in this body I'm constantly at war. I'm not a perfect person and have never claimed to be... so when I do wrong I am convicted of it and thus the war with myself continues.
You must feel that this earthly existance is a kind of "boot camp" for Christians and death is graduation day.
I also suffer because I'm an alien in this world... I'll never be at home here nor will I ever find contentment here. Sure there are times when I feel content but the cycle of ups and downs never ends. The cycle continues... my desire to be complete can never be realized in this world. I must also admit that I do suffer from Jonah-itis... sometimes I wonder whats the point and forget God is longsuffering. Its like being stuck in traffic behind the old lady who goes as slow as possible to make a turn... I openly admit I have the "enough already" attitude sometimes, wanting just to get this show on the road so we can get outta here. Thats on me... patience is virtue that I'm not always blessed with. I'm not even a negative person, those who know me well actually would tell you I like to joke around a lot.
What a depressing state of affairs for you! What do you think heaven will be like? Will you be in the choir singing all day or what? I mean the idea of spending eternity doing nothing or offering praise continually in heaven would make me want the alternative. I think if heaven exists you might be disappointed. It might not be as peaceful as you think. The bible says the Jesus will rule over it. Well if he has to rule over it that means that there will be disention and strife that needs to be settled. So you are likely to find the same situation in heaven as you have here.
Suffering doesn't necessarily imply I'm getting flogged in the streets or gunned down by the enemies. We are at war all the time with the physical (flesh), spiritual, mind (psychological), and with our environment.
Only Christians are at war with themselves and their surroundings.
As a Christian there is no break, we can't call in today and say nah I don't want to play. My war walks around with me all day long.... it isn't done when I confess my sins, and it doesn't pity me when I mess up... there is no mercy.
Then you try to convert people to your way of thinking , why? For an unproven promise made by people with first names only?