So I'm an 19 year old christian guy. I've grown up in a christian home and love God. Last year i finished my a levels and will be starting uni in September after taking a missional gap year. Another huge passion in my life is cars and motorbikes, so I've enrolled ob the course which I've always wanted to do which is mechanical and automotive engineering. I have no doubts that this is the course i should be on. I can think of no better course, and whenever i try and imagine myself in 5+ years time, post university, its normally as an engineer working with cars.
Now comes the bit I've been struggling with. I've never grown up with a huge amount of money but i accept that giving generously is to love God. And i know there are more forms of giving than just financial. But I'm pretty ambitious with university and would love nothing more than to become a top engineer when I graduate. Unless i end up going overseas again, there's nothing else i can imagine in my future that i would strive towards. Top engineers generally have hefty pay packets to go with them. So i have one half of me that grew up with little money saying "go for it. Earn loads. But the car and house of your dreams and be successful". And the other part reminds me that as a christian i should be generous in my giving. I don't know if i could withstand the temptation though. And on the way to becoming an engineer I'm going to end up with £45k debts before i even start working.
So ultimately i would love to know the christian answer to this: If I don't let money become an object of desire, and allow God control over my life wherever he make take me, overseas or at home, then becoming an engineer doesn't seem like the right choice of things to strive towards. The money seems to come hand in hand with success. And if I'm not after the money then I'm nor going to be chasing success. And if I'm not going to be chasing success then why am i about to pay 45k to put myself through uni.
I'm confused, a little lost and starting to doubt my previous plans which were all but written in stone to me. Especially since my gap year. What the christian view of chasing your dream?
please someone try and put my mind at ease cos I just don't know anymore...
Now comes the bit I've been struggling with. I've never grown up with a huge amount of money but i accept that giving generously is to love God. And i know there are more forms of giving than just financial. But I'm pretty ambitious with university and would love nothing more than to become a top engineer when I graduate. Unless i end up going overseas again, there's nothing else i can imagine in my future that i would strive towards. Top engineers generally have hefty pay packets to go with them. So i have one half of me that grew up with little money saying "go for it. Earn loads. But the car and house of your dreams and be successful". And the other part reminds me that as a christian i should be generous in my giving. I don't know if i could withstand the temptation though. And on the way to becoming an engineer I'm going to end up with £45k debts before i even start working.
So ultimately i would love to know the christian answer to this: If I don't let money become an object of desire, and allow God control over my life wherever he make take me, overseas or at home, then becoming an engineer doesn't seem like the right choice of things to strive towards. The money seems to come hand in hand with success. And if I'm not after the money then I'm nor going to be chasing success. And if I'm not going to be chasing success then why am i about to pay 45k to put myself through uni.
I'm confused, a little lost and starting to doubt my previous plans which were all but written in stone to me. Especially since my gap year. What the christian view of chasing your dream?
please someone try and put my mind at ease cos I just don't know anymore...