seekinghim
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I have a problem with anger about certain things in my life. For instance: I volunteered to babysit a dog that is wild and annoying - for an entire week! I'm only halfway in and I feel hatred and anger at this annoying, helpless dog! I'm trying to work on training with it because it needs it, but I lose it everytime. Then that frustration turns on my DH and I feel out of control. I know it's not the dog's fault and I hate that I feel this way.
Mostly I feel God's peace in my life, but sometimes I get so blinded by anger it takes over. I feel guilty and ashamed of it because of the love God has shown me. I have prayed for help but at this point I feel too guilty to pray for help because I don't seem to be changing at all. My religious background taught that we shouldn't ask God for help if we just keep repeating the sin and I'm not sure if this is true or not. Either way, I feel like God is angry or ashamed of me for this. So where do you turn if you can't turn to God?
Mostly I feel God's peace in my life, but sometimes I get so blinded by anger it takes over. I feel guilty and ashamed of it because of the love God has shown me. I have prayed for help but at this point I feel too guilty to pray for help because I don't seem to be changing at all. My religious background taught that we shouldn't ask God for help if we just keep repeating the sin and I'm not sure if this is true or not. Either way, I feel like God is angry or ashamed of me for this. So where do you turn if you can't turn to God?