Christ_empowered
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I’m 38. Basically middle aged or very close to it. Labeled with schizophrenia. Shady past especially before getting truly saved 10 years ago. And…
In a very non dramatic way my dreams have come true. I was picked on mercilessly for much of my life and even driven out of college dorms at age 17. No degree but I have a nice modest place to call home. My long suffering parents are incredibly good people and they’re good to me. They’re also fully retired now healthy and moving on for high stress jobs.
38. I was actively gay. Not now. It’s strange how 35 years old is pretty much done in the urban gay community. I’m in a small city now about right for me and…
38. Could I complete my degree? Maybe? I sensed contempt even taking online classes. Early 30s disability Christian college…
Shrug. I apparently have a high iq now. 145 150. I’m glad to not be burned out and destroyed and obviously brain damaged as in years past. But I don’t think I can work and the world waits for no one. The classes I took seem to have sharpened my mind and writing style and…
38. Very few gray hairs lol
no wrinkles and I had crows feet at 19. God’s perfect timing…
Because my so called friends are mostly long gone anyway. And because gay life rarely works out no matter who you are. Perhaps also because…
My long suffering parents notice. Mama’s comments about how I seem refreshed and renewed say more about Jesus Christ than about me. And because…
38 year old “mental patient/drug addicts” are common in today’s USA but they/we don’t matter to society. True of a lot of people in modern society. I matter to Jesus and He has blessed me big time…
In His perfect timing,
In a very non dramatic way my dreams have come true. I was picked on mercilessly for much of my life and even driven out of college dorms at age 17. No degree but I have a nice modest place to call home. My long suffering parents are incredibly good people and they’re good to me. They’re also fully retired now healthy and moving on for high stress jobs.
38. I was actively gay. Not now. It’s strange how 35 years old is pretty much done in the urban gay community. I’m in a small city now about right for me and…
38. Could I complete my degree? Maybe? I sensed contempt even taking online classes. Early 30s disability Christian college…
Shrug. I apparently have a high iq now. 145 150. I’m glad to not be burned out and destroyed and obviously brain damaged as in years past. But I don’t think I can work and the world waits for no one. The classes I took seem to have sharpened my mind and writing style and…
38. Very few gray hairs lol
no wrinkles and I had crows feet at 19. God’s perfect timing…Because my so called friends are mostly long gone anyway. And because gay life rarely works out no matter who you are. Perhaps also because…
My long suffering parents notice. Mama’s comments about how I seem refreshed and renewed say more about Jesus Christ than about me. And because…
38 year old “mental patient/drug addicts” are common in today’s USA but they/we don’t matter to society. True of a lot of people in modern society. I matter to Jesus and He has blessed me big time…
In His perfect timing,
