Christ_empowered
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So I think 
I get it now. Multiple sealed/expunged arrests. 1 serious misdemeanor conviction that started as a felony. The schizophrenia label 
. Almost 40. Pill 
abuse past. Predictably trapped in poverty until my parents lifted me out by God’s grace and mercy. HIV never treated. Not working. Disability etc. and…
I’m washed and made clean
by God which is to say…that’s The Truth. I live in a fallen world 
and…
Not only do they not know me, they seem to enjoy taunting me because they think
I shouldn’t live here or have this or…
On and on. And it’s the way the world
works isn’t it?
Expunged arrests are legally gone. In my state they cannot be held against the defendant ever again…
In licensing and legal matters. Reality? An actual background check on me shows my misdemeanor conviction and the original charge and the sentence of probation…
While any number of sites still have information
on expunged arrests. It is what it is…
Some dude keeps taunting me and thankfully
the upstairs unit is now for sale! They’re asking too much money 
but…
I do hope they get a good offer soon
. Poof be gone lol 
I’m living too comfortably by some people’s standards….
Not because I’m the most amazing
Christian ever but because God is Love and in His mercy…
This…gestures to modest nice comfortable apartment with plants
and a view and what I need plus a bit extra…
Has come to pass. I thank God!
I also don’t like the taunting and spitting on front door
etc but…? Random thefts…I have a diy security system now…
I’m just frustrated
at times. Please 
pray with me…
I get it now. Multiple sealed/expunged arrests. 1 serious misdemeanor conviction that started as a felony. The schizophrenia label . Almost 40. Pill abuse past. Predictably trapped in poverty until my parents lifted me out by God’s grace and mercy. HIV never treated. Not working. Disability etc. and…I’m washed and made clean
by God which is to say…that’s The Truth. I live in a fallen world and…Not only do they not know me, they seem to enjoy taunting me because they think
I shouldn’t live here or have this or…On and on. And it’s the way the world
works isn’t it?Expunged arrests are legally gone. In my state they cannot be held against the defendant ever again…
In licensing and legal matters. Reality? An actual background check on me shows my misdemeanor conviction and the original charge and the sentence of probation…
While any number of sites still have information
on expunged arrests. It is what it is…Some dude keeps taunting me and thankfully
the upstairs unit is now for sale! They’re asking too much money but…I do hope they get a good offer soon
. Poof be gone lol I’m living too comfortably by some people’s standards….
Not because I’m the most amazing
Christian ever but because God is Love and in His mercy…This…gestures to modest nice comfortable apartment with plants
and a view and what I need plus a bit extra…Has come to pass. I thank God!
I also don’t like the taunting and spitting on front door
etc but…? Random thefts…I have a diy security system now…I’m just frustrated
at times. Please pray with me…