I recently joined this forum but have not delved into it alot yet. I hope to gain incite from reading other peoples posts. I am 63 years old retiree. I became a Christian at age 14 in a Baptist Church. At 19, when I joined the Navy, I dropped away from the church. I continued living in sin until I married my present wife 17 years ago. I have been married 3 times, which troubles me greatly. I find myself wishing we could have two lives. One to gain knowlege and a second to get it right. I broke most of the 10 Commandments. I have prayed to God and Jesus that I be forgiven for these sins and am trying to live a Christian life once again.