I really hope there's some christians who are willing to listen out there, who don't judge me first without getting to know me first.
I'm going to drop myself in the deep end and hope you lot are understanding enough to see that I'm only human like the rest of you.
I'm not a christian anymore as I'm into the occult, I'm not here to recruit anyone or anything as I've got a few questions which has been puzzling me for years and I'm sure that someone out there will be able to answer them.
Anyway, I come from a history of Martial Arts, Karate, Mauy Thia and tai chi with a few added extras.
I did this for years until I stopped for a while when I used to torment a local evangelist who got to know me quite well and I then became a christian out on the streets right next to a bank lol, I'll never forget it lol.
Anyway since I was very little I always had problems with seeing stuff what would happen in the future, this is a very big deal when your not told anything about it as it was just something what was normal. I never knew it was something really bad until I started seeing accidents and death, It really freaked me out. After that I got into the occult for a while until I met John (the evangelist who I still see and yes he's upset with me but he doesn't judge). He is praying for me which I don't have a problem with as it's done with a loving heart, I just need to follow this path and where it takes me.
I did go to church and found that I was never really happy cos I kept getting tormented with seeing stuff what would happen, I did have prayer for it, even deliverance, even with someone connected with the great Smith wigglesworth, who was a English preacher. Thing is nothing worked, I've tried for years to get rid of this but nothing has worked.
I have finally given in to it and I've got into doing holistic therapies to which I do massage, reflexology, aromatherapy and a few other area's which I know for certain you won't afgree with. At the present I'm pagan, I don't have any problem with any christian and still have some friends I still see from the church I used to go too. I don't let them see what I get upto as I don't want to put their faith into any problems. I do have a lot of respect for their faith and they can't understand why I've gone back into what I came from. I suppose no one will lol, I've just given in as it's easier to cope with rather than having to live with seeing people I know come to harm.
Anyway less of me now, if you have any questions then I'd be more than happy to answer them.
much blessings to you.
lisa.
I'm going to drop myself in the deep end and hope you lot are understanding enough to see that I'm only human like the rest of you.
I'm not a christian anymore as I'm into the occult, I'm not here to recruit anyone or anything as I've got a few questions which has been puzzling me for years and I'm sure that someone out there will be able to answer them.
Anyway, I come from a history of Martial Arts, Karate, Mauy Thia and tai chi with a few added extras.
I did this for years until I stopped for a while when I used to torment a local evangelist who got to know me quite well and I then became a christian out on the streets right next to a bank lol, I'll never forget it lol.
Anyway since I was very little I always had problems with seeing stuff what would happen in the future, this is a very big deal when your not told anything about it as it was just something what was normal. I never knew it was something really bad until I started seeing accidents and death, It really freaked me out. After that I got into the occult for a while until I met John (the evangelist who I still see and yes he's upset with me but he doesn't judge). He is praying for me which I don't have a problem with as it's done with a loving heart, I just need to follow this path and where it takes me.
I did go to church and found that I was never really happy cos I kept getting tormented with seeing stuff what would happen, I did have prayer for it, even deliverance, even with someone connected with the great Smith wigglesworth, who was a English preacher. Thing is nothing worked, I've tried for years to get rid of this but nothing has worked.
I have finally given in to it and I've got into doing holistic therapies to which I do massage, reflexology, aromatherapy and a few other area's which I know for certain you won't afgree with. At the present I'm pagan, I don't have any problem with any christian and still have some friends I still see from the church I used to go too. I don't let them see what I get upto as I don't want to put their faith into any problems. I do have a lot of respect for their faith and they can't understand why I've gone back into what I came from. I suppose no one will lol, I've just given in as it's easier to cope with rather than having to live with seeing people I know come to harm.
Anyway less of me now, if you have any questions then I'd be more than happy to answer them.
much blessings to you.
lisa.