trueblue
Member
Hello all new here. I am born again. At least I think I am as in my early teens I used to attend fellowships in other born again believers homes where I met some great people who showed me a wonderful way of life in Jesus. And the victory that we have in Him. Which is where I also learned to speak in tongues! And learned a lot of things about life that made me what I am today I guess!
I make myself sound like an angel! I'm not really what I would call a "practicing Christian". After my teens things got a little rocky for me after my parents split up and I went off the rails a bit.
In a nutshell, parents split up, everyone moved out, moved to a home, got my own place, met a girl, fell in love, got her pregnant, her parents aborted it. Lost my job, lost my new place. Lost my girlfriend. Moved away, found a new job, met some new friends, got in with wrong crowd again (why do I attract them?) -Insert many years here- By then I'd forgotten all about what I learned I guess even though I always kept it inside.
I kind of "surfed" the edge of civilization for a few years and had even ended up in prison on an occasion. Never again I can tell you that. But I thank God for giving me that experience showing me why we should pray for prisoners because they need it like I did!
Anyway theres more to my life than that but thats another post i guess. Aside from a criminal record I came out of all that a better person. Even settled down a little with job as a chef where I met my other partner of 5 years but we kinda drifted apart as I couldnt keep my flat as my new job which was better money never lasted. -Insert few years here- But these days even though I'm in my mid 30s I'm still not really settled down properly. Things arent really right for me. So I go from one mood to the next. One minute I'm happy the next I can be down and moody. No more than anyone else though I guess. But I'm really not digging myself at the moment that be for sure. I feel like I've angered Him a bit recently and actually realised that its possible to anger God!
But God has definitely sent me here today!!
Well thanks for reading anyway and having me here. Looking forward to reading all the great forum posts, topics and interesting discussions here. And hope to hear from everyone and make some new friends. Feel free to ask any questions or pick on anything I've said.
Best!
With my love.
Kai. (trueblue)
I make myself sound like an angel! I'm not really what I would call a "practicing Christian". After my teens things got a little rocky for me after my parents split up and I went off the rails a bit.
In a nutshell, parents split up, everyone moved out, moved to a home, got my own place, met a girl, fell in love, got her pregnant, her parents aborted it. Lost my job, lost my new place. Lost my girlfriend. Moved away, found a new job, met some new friends, got in with wrong crowd again (why do I attract them?) -Insert many years here- By then I'd forgotten all about what I learned I guess even though I always kept it inside.
I kind of "surfed" the edge of civilization for a few years and had even ended up in prison on an occasion. Never again I can tell you that. But I thank God for giving me that experience showing me why we should pray for prisoners because they need it like I did!
Anyway theres more to my life than that but thats another post i guess. Aside from a criminal record I came out of all that a better person. Even settled down a little with job as a chef where I met my other partner of 5 years but we kinda drifted apart as I couldnt keep my flat as my new job which was better money never lasted. -Insert few years here- But these days even though I'm in my mid 30s I'm still not really settled down properly. Things arent really right for me. So I go from one mood to the next. One minute I'm happy the next I can be down and moody. No more than anyone else though I guess. But I'm really not digging myself at the moment that be for sure. I feel like I've angered Him a bit recently and actually realised that its possible to anger God!
But God has definitely sent me here today!!
Well thanks for reading anyway and having me here. Looking forward to reading all the great forum posts, topics and interesting discussions here. And hope to hear from everyone and make some new friends. Feel free to ask any questions or pick on anything I've said.
Best!
With my love.
Kai. (trueblue)