Yes. Today I finally prayed for salvation. I wouldn't call myself a Christian yet, but I'm getting there. I've started reading the Bible daily from Genesis, as well as reading the four gospels. I've also found a nice church that is nearby, and will be attending this Sunday.
So, what attracts you most about that church?
I've also began to read Christian blogs, listen to sermons, watch church services, watch the Christian channel that's on TV and read about Jesus.
:colorsmile Lots of good stuff to think about, huh.
I spend some of my time just trying to understand how other people think about Jesus. When I started reading the bible and what other people said about him -- I became embarassingly aware how different peoples ideas are. So, I decided to spend a little bit of time each day checking what people say against where they got it from; esp. scripture scholars. It's sort of like trying not to eat too much junk food lest I get fat -- but in terms of scripture and Jesus.
It's really amazing. I was brought up as Pentecostal, but when I was 12, I drifted away. I tried to become an atheist because I didn't want to get into religion, but I could never do it. I have always believed in Jesus. I hope to bring up my children as Christians when I have children, too.
My temptations toward atheism happened when I was a little older, around 16. The "stumper" questions asked at high school that mom & dad could never answer, and never cared to even consider + dumbed down education at the church sort of left me in an easy target area.
But, I could never disprove he existed, either....
That's changed now, for me; and my understanding as well as beliefs rest on a more solid foundation. No one knows it all... but at least I have a solid start.
So, when you were Pentecostal -- I take it that you weren't able to be saved then, before you drifted away; is that on account of the Pentecostals requiring the speaking in tongues as part of baptism (excuse my ignorance, I've not had an in-depth conversation with a Pentecostal before, just shallow ones.)
Glad to have you here; It's a joy to have someone to share faith with as we walk humbly with the Lord!
--Andrew.