hello i just wanted to introduce myself

[livingtildead]

hello everybody,my name is gem and im married to a lovely man.
i love god and hope all is well for everyone.i joined this site to make new christian friends.and i hope by the grace of god some people get in contact.let me tell you about myself...im not a well woman.unfortunately i have only a few working organs so at the moment i can not work.my husband looks after me though he himself is not a christian but i hope the seed of goodness may move him in to the right direction.i suffer greatly with depression.i am a christian goth.i suffer from so called followers of jesus at the local church as they are quick to judge and show no warmth of any kind.i hope i find some compassionate and warm friends who can give me the encouragement and love that i need to stay on the path of rightiousness.i struggle with depression and occasionally suicidal thoughts due to being bi polar.though i wear black and listen to various music i carry god in my heart and show it through love and kindness to the few friends i have.which may i add are unbelieveably nice.i do have a few requests of prayer.please can you pray for me to fight the thoughts of self harm to go away! and to pray for my church that they accept me as i am.thank you.

now i would like to say to you all...
i pray for you all that god protects you and i pray for everybodys happiness and i pray for those who are also struggling through.
xxxxxxxxxoooooooooxxxxxxxxxx

 

[evenifigoalone]

Welcome

 

[Eugene]

Welcome dear Sister Gem to these forums in the name of Jesus. It will never be the habit you wear, but the heart you possess that carries you into the perfect will of God. May God bless you among us to His glory, and our growth together in the very things that will prosper us as our soul prospers in the eternities to come. I will certainly pray for you and expect deliverance and healing in those areas of your life you mentioned. Dear Father, may it be done for Gem even as she asked, and I ask this in Jesus' precious name. Amen.

 

[God's_gift]

hello everybody,my name is gem and im married to a lovely man.
i love god and hope all is well for everyone.i joined this site to make new christian friends.and i hope by the grace of god some people get in contact.let me tell you about myself...im not a well woman.unfortunately i have only a few working organs so at the moment i can not work.my husband looks after me though he himself is not a christian but i hope the seed of goodness may move him in to the right direction.i suffer greatly with depression.i am a christian goth.i suffer from so called followers of jesus at the local church as they are quick to judge and show no warmth of any kind.i hope i find some compassionate and warm friends who can give me the encouragement and love that i need to stay on the path of rightiousness.i struggle with depression and occasionally suicidal thoughts due to being bi polar.though i wear black and listen to various music i carry god in my heart and show it through love and kindness to the few friends i have.which may i add are unbelieveably nice.i do have a few requests of prayer.please can you pray for me to fight the thoughts of self harm to go away! and to pray for my church that they accept me as i am.thank you.

now i would like to say to you all...
i pray for you all that god protects you and i pray for everybodys happiness and i pray for those who are also struggling through.
xxxxxxxxxoooooooooxxxxxxxxxx

My heart goes out to you! Welcome to CF.net. God is taking care of you always remember that. Live in Christ always , God bless