Hi. My name is Rebecca. My handle, shmrmommy, stands for Shannon, Hannah, Morgan, and Ronan's mommy. These are my kids' names. Shannon is 5, Hannah and Morgan are 3 year old twins, and Ronan is due August 2. I have been married for 7 1/2 years to a wonderful guy, and I live in east TN. I am currently going through something of a crisis about my faith. I posted a long thing about this in the general discussion category. I think I was saved when I was 16, but I'm not really sure. My other post explains this in more detail. I am joining this forum because I feel like I could benefit from having other Christians to talk to about all this. I do belong to a church in my area, and have some friends there, but this is something I have a hard time talking about in person. It doesn't even make a lot of sense to me, really, so I have a hard time explaining it to other people. If you think you could offer me some advice about this, I'd greatly appreciate it.