Hey I'm 16, I grew up christian and still am christian, but found myself wanting to separate from the "institution" of Christianity, because of all the corruption I saw worldwide, which I understand is the agenda of the devil, to deceive people. But in trying to separate myself I found myself leaning toward spirituality and all this new aged crap, I started to believe in chakara's, Buddhist principles, and the Kabbalah thinking that I was enhancing my relationship with God. Now I see that I was doing the exact opposite, I began to realize and my mom told me (my mom didn't know what I was into but she had said that she had a dream about me, in regards to this and that I should be careful what I get into) that I was essentially falling for what I had protested against , but I am thankful for the experience, I had often prayed for and still pray for wisdom, so I feel that in my descent I had attained wisdom is some sense. As of now I just really want to further my relationship with God the way he intended which is reading his word, and I hope that some of you would help me and support me.