Hi. I'm Andy, and have been an evangelical christian for about 18 months now, so still a babe in the faith. Never realized I was such a big sinner, destined for eternal damnation. Believe that I've been given a second chance, and that the Holy Spirit has begun a good work in me. It is very hard turning your life around;giving up things you enjoyed doing.It takes a lot of soul-searching and courage. Sometimes, thoughts still come into my head, and words out of my mouth that have no place there, but I keep asking for forgiveness daily, pray, read scripture and christian biographies (which help enormously).Often, though, I get frustrated because people see me walking from A to B, and think "He's alright", but they have no idea what's going on in my head, heart, and soul. I know that there is nothing for me here;I'm only passing through to somewhere better (like a motorway service station),and to live is Christ and to die is gain. PS: Currently studying the life of Dr. Lloyd-Jones,and his expositions on Romans.