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promisedove
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Hi! My name is NayNay. I am a junior in college and I major in intercultural studies with a vocational emphasis on sociology. I go to a christian school but I am a lil annoyed by the behavior of some of the people around me. I love christ centered conversations that challenge me to be a better christian. Anyway (i'll keep it short), I was raised in a Christian home but I was depressed a lot and I started to dabble in demonic things; I was suicidal and all that. I got delivered by going to a youth retreat that my parents had forced me to go to. I think i was in the middle between demonic opression and demonic possession because I had renounced God and my deliverance was like I was possessed. Life was amazing after that for a few months; I feel this emptiness like the weight was lifted but also this fullness in God. After that though I fell away from God again very slowly and this past summer I had to be delivered again. I don't really regret that it happened again even though I feel like an idiot because I understand things now..about God and life that I would not have understand if this had not happened twice; but sometimes I am so sad thinking about how far away from God I was and its hard to forgive myself for the things that I did when I was in that place. I understand now what it feels like to be really bond and really free and I give God all of the glory and all of the praise.
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