Hello,, My name am Alexis Natashja Belikov and i come from small Bratsk town. Im sorry for poor english, but i still learn and i would like help with english pls. :innocent:
Maybe you know already, but Bratsk vilage is Russia, with very poor leader and lot crime. I could not go to sckool for all crime, so my momo teach me little writing and show old english movie, charlii shapli! ^^ It is my favourite.
Life is Russia is no good, even doktor has same money as cleaningman. But now only worse.. Let me tell you story.
In my family, we pray to god life. Lot of cross, and momo always read gods word before i sleep. But.. You know Russia, it no good. My friend in sckool took me to party and we drink and smell sticky, so i lose believ in god. If he there, why he not help? All Russia need help..
One night when out party, i meet pretty boy. He look like james bond with all cloth, and was from Sweden. He told me after few days that he love me, and bring me to Sweden. Russia is bad so i come, who would not? It would be stupid not. I think to myself YES! now finally life is good, i can get job and live normal with new family. Sweden was bit rainy, but it looked more pretty then Russia, and no much crime.. My boyfriend i thought called Stefan he tell me to wait in this apartment for night, and i say ok......
Worst mistake in life, because he leave and lock door. I have no key for door. Next day he come back, but he has friend with him. Big fat man no hair, and he say to me that i have to do sex with this man or he break my arm...
Same thing happen every day, had been turned to whore.. He promised good life, not this.
One day he forget to lock door, so i run and run out to the forest where i sleep. but i get hungry, so i hop on to train to stockholm illegal, what can i do?
Now im here.. I sleep in stairs of houses and sometimes on the street when not cold. but it hard.. Russian tourist say sweden give money for free if homeless, but i come here illegal, they will only put me in jail.
Now i sit in library, they have free pc to use for 20 minute, after i got to sweden i pray and pray to god to help me and when i go here, i search for forum on google and this site come up.. I think maybe its sign from god?
Please christian and jesus, help me from dieing. i only 18, i dont want dieing before 19.
I want at least come back to russia and see momo, not here.. But no job want me. I now only Hej in swedish. I can not bed for moeny on street too, because sweden is cold like polar side. I feel like pinguin here..
Please Jesus, what to do? I no money, no phone, no friends, no food.. Maybe i just kill myself..
I asked for help in baptist forum, but they ban me no more then 1 minute after..
Maybe sometime I dont have time to look at christianforum, i try everything i can to get out from here. If you want to help please *email removed for everyone's safety -mod* and we can chat.
Maybe you know already, but Bratsk vilage is Russia, with very poor leader and lot crime. I could not go to sckool for all crime, so my momo teach me little writing and show old english movie, charlii shapli! ^^ It is my favourite.
Life is Russia is no good, even doktor has same money as cleaningman. But now only worse.. Let me tell you story.
In my family, we pray to god life. Lot of cross, and momo always read gods word before i sleep. But.. You know Russia, it no good. My friend in sckool took me to party and we drink and smell sticky, so i lose believ in god. If he there, why he not help? All Russia need help..
One night when out party, i meet pretty boy. He look like james bond with all cloth, and was from Sweden. He told me after few days that he love me, and bring me to Sweden. Russia is bad so i come, who would not? It would be stupid not. I think to myself YES! now finally life is good, i can get job and live normal with new family. Sweden was bit rainy, but it looked more pretty then Russia, and no much crime.. My boyfriend i thought called Stefan he tell me to wait in this apartment for night, and i say ok......
Worst mistake in life, because he leave and lock door. I have no key for door. Next day he come back, but he has friend with him. Big fat man no hair, and he say to me that i have to do sex with this man or he break my arm...
Same thing happen every day, had been turned to whore.. He promised good life, not this.
One day he forget to lock door, so i run and run out to the forest where i sleep. but i get hungry, so i hop on to train to stockholm illegal, what can i do?
Now im here.. I sleep in stairs of houses and sometimes on the street when not cold. but it hard.. Russian tourist say sweden give money for free if homeless, but i come here illegal, they will only put me in jail.
Now i sit in library, they have free pc to use for 20 minute, after i got to sweden i pray and pray to god to help me and when i go here, i search for forum on google and this site come up.. I think maybe its sign from god?
Please christian and jesus, help me from dieing. i only 18, i dont want dieing before 19.
I want at least come back to russia and see momo, not here.. But no job want me. I now only Hej in swedish. I can not bed for moeny on street too, because sweden is cold like polar side. I feel like pinguin here..
Please Jesus, what to do? I no money, no phone, no friends, no food.. Maybe i just kill myself..
I asked for help in baptist forum, but they ban me no more then 1 minute after..
Maybe sometime I dont have time to look at christianforum, i try everything i can to get out from here. If you want to help please *email removed for everyone's safety -mod* and we can chat.
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