Wrg1405
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- Jan 4, 2016
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Evening friends.
For the last week or so I have been struggling with an eye issue. Shimmering and flashing in my eye for about a week and a half. Not before the eye problem but during this time I was laid low with viral like symptoms which seemed to increase the eye issue, Feeling wiped out, no energy, did not want to get out of bed.
I have not had my eyes tested for 10 years +.
I suffer generally with severe anxiety and have done for 27 years, so when something adds to that the anxiety ramps up. Putting the general anxiety aside I woke up this morning and bit the bullet and called the eye doctor. I asked if I needed an emergency appointment, when I describe my symptoms I was called in straight away. Anyway the eye test gave my eyes a clean bill of health. Optician thinks the reason for the issue is because one eye is long sighted and the othe short sighted and because I have been wearing the wrong glasses my brain is finding it difficult to compute. It should settle down with my new prescription but my viral infection last week made it worse. However the pressure in my eyes is a cause for concern and have to go back next week for another pressure check to see if I need to treatment to reduce the pressure.
Even though my eyes are healthy and she had to reassure me 5 times I'm still full of anxiety of what might happen next week.
Putting aside my general anxiety anything over and above adds to it.
I know the bible verses about casting our anxiety over to Jeus. I've prayed it every day for 27 years, claimed it for 27 years but I still suffer with it.
What am I doing wrong, what's lacking in me, I just don't understand what to process is. 27 years is a long time and when stuff piles on top of the normal daily routine of wakeing up with it, 27 years feels like 54 years.
Sorry to burden you all, just struggling more than normal.
For the last week or so I have been struggling with an eye issue. Shimmering and flashing in my eye for about a week and a half. Not before the eye problem but during this time I was laid low with viral like symptoms which seemed to increase the eye issue, Feeling wiped out, no energy, did not want to get out of bed.
I have not had my eyes tested for 10 years +.
I suffer generally with severe anxiety and have done for 27 years, so when something adds to that the anxiety ramps up. Putting the general anxiety aside I woke up this morning and bit the bullet and called the eye doctor. I asked if I needed an emergency appointment, when I describe my symptoms I was called in straight away. Anyway the eye test gave my eyes a clean bill of health. Optician thinks the reason for the issue is because one eye is long sighted and the othe short sighted and because I have been wearing the wrong glasses my brain is finding it difficult to compute. It should settle down with my new prescription but my viral infection last week made it worse. However the pressure in my eyes is a cause for concern and have to go back next week for another pressure check to see if I need to treatment to reduce the pressure.
Even though my eyes are healthy and she had to reassure me 5 times I'm still full of anxiety of what might happen next week.
Putting aside my general anxiety anything over and above adds to it.
I know the bible verses about casting our anxiety over to Jeus. I've prayed it every day for 27 years, claimed it for 27 years but I still suffer with it.
What am I doing wrong, what's lacking in me, I just don't understand what to process is. 27 years is a long time and when stuff piles on top of the normal daily routine of wakeing up with it, 27 years feels like 54 years.
Sorry to burden you all, just struggling more than normal.