Hey everyone sorry I havent been online in ages life has been chaotic for me lol.
I want to talk about a subject that in my prayers quite often and is something that is on my heart quite a lot. The subject I am talking is love. See I know a true believer when I see they have love in their hearts, love is the proof the evidence of child of God. I call it the mark of the Christian, believe me I know that the world sees Christians as liars hypocrites judgmental and such and for good reason because a majority of the church is exactly that because love has grown cold and it seems we have lost our way and forgotten what it actually means to be a Christian.
I knew soon after I was saved that I did not seek a n ordinary love with God not an ordinary faith and certainly not an ordinary relationship with him. This decision alone sent me on a wild harsh and fantastic ride with God and in faith, I prayed that he would give me his eyes his heart his very spirit and divine nature to love as he does to have him mold my heart into his even if Blain himself disappears. the second I asked this i noticed he worked on it daily and gradually and eventually he filled my heart with love richly.
something has happened recently though. see I have a very dear friend he became an atheist years ago because his life was harsh and plus he has a scientific kind of mind anyways. I made a prayer request a couple days ago for his salvation because I know that if my friend could know God like I do could be overwhelmed by the love compassion and intimacy that God and I have everything would change for him. now before I go on there is a prayer I always ask that you should know. I tell God often that I seek a very deep very rich powerful and intimate love for him with him and for all others. so much so that I would be more than willing to burn n the fires of hell for the sake of just one lost child- person I dont even know.
Can you imagine being so full of love seeing ppl through his eyes truly loving them with his his heart and seeing every individual so precious so rare so beautiful and so important that you would without a second thought go to burn in hell for a time for their sake? well when I made this request I was messaged by a person who later I found out was a troll but his messaged intrigued me because it alligned with my hearts desires. he asked me if I would be willing to burn in hell for the salvation of my friend, I told him my hearts prayer about burning in hell and he replied let be then as you have said.
now honestly I don't know why I thought this but i had a feeling that that night it very well might happen. the entire night I could hear the holy spirit asking me how far are you willing to go. I replied every time Lord you know how far I am willing to go, you can ask me a thousand times and the answer will be the same. I will gladly burn in hell for not just this person but any lost soul. you may think this is a bit extreme going to hell for the sake of just one lost soul especially one you don't even know but I am not afraid because I know that if in fact this were to happen I would not be alone. I know God well enough that he protects his own and would not send one to hell by themselves in such a situation and I also know that no matter how severe the pain no matter how hot the fires in hell the love for him and all his children lost and saved would be that much greater and it would be that love that would keep strong.
so imagine hell as the #1 then think of the love as 1*10 which is 1,000. Now obviously I didn't go that night but I believe God was curious as to exactly how much I meant it when I said I seek such a love.
I want to talk about a subject that in my prayers quite often and is something that is on my heart quite a lot. The subject I am talking is love. See I know a true believer when I see they have love in their hearts, love is the proof the evidence of child of God. I call it the mark of the Christian, believe me I know that the world sees Christians as liars hypocrites judgmental and such and for good reason because a majority of the church is exactly that because love has grown cold and it seems we have lost our way and forgotten what it actually means to be a Christian.
I knew soon after I was saved that I did not seek a n ordinary love with God not an ordinary faith and certainly not an ordinary relationship with him. This decision alone sent me on a wild harsh and fantastic ride with God and in faith, I prayed that he would give me his eyes his heart his very spirit and divine nature to love as he does to have him mold my heart into his even if Blain himself disappears. the second I asked this i noticed he worked on it daily and gradually and eventually he filled my heart with love richly.
something has happened recently though. see I have a very dear friend he became an atheist years ago because his life was harsh and plus he has a scientific kind of mind anyways. I made a prayer request a couple days ago for his salvation because I know that if my friend could know God like I do could be overwhelmed by the love compassion and intimacy that God and I have everything would change for him. now before I go on there is a prayer I always ask that you should know. I tell God often that I seek a very deep very rich powerful and intimate love for him with him and for all others. so much so that I would be more than willing to burn n the fires of hell for the sake of just one lost child- person I dont even know.
Can you imagine being so full of love seeing ppl through his eyes truly loving them with his his heart and seeing every individual so precious so rare so beautiful and so important that you would without a second thought go to burn in hell for a time for their sake? well when I made this request I was messaged by a person who later I found out was a troll but his messaged intrigued me because it alligned with my hearts desires. he asked me if I would be willing to burn in hell for the salvation of my friend, I told him my hearts prayer about burning in hell and he replied let be then as you have said.
now honestly I don't know why I thought this but i had a feeling that that night it very well might happen. the entire night I could hear the holy spirit asking me how far are you willing to go. I replied every time Lord you know how far I am willing to go, you can ask me a thousand times and the answer will be the same. I will gladly burn in hell for not just this person but any lost soul. you may think this is a bit extreme going to hell for the sake of just one lost soul especially one you don't even know but I am not afraid because I know that if in fact this were to happen I would not be alone. I know God well enough that he protects his own and would not send one to hell by themselves in such a situation and I also know that no matter how severe the pain no matter how hot the fires in hell the love for him and all his children lost and saved would be that much greater and it would be that love that would keep strong.
so imagine hell as the #1 then think of the love as 1*10 which is 1,000. Now obviously I didn't go that night but I believe God was curious as to exactly how much I meant it when I said I seek such a love.