Pray for me to 'overlook' again. Since I had sicknesses for a month I was so tired. Now I need to pray, do spiritual warfare a lot, and act like I love him again. Lol, I do love him. I was suddenly just weary of it all. I don't know why he has hardened his heart so much in the last many months. I think it has to do with fear of man. Some neighbors he's afraid of losing as friends since for him it is rare to come by friends who like garage stuff, and two years ago we built a very large garage. His 'dream garage.' I actually know God is bringing him in, as I did hear word about it a couple years ago when we were building it, but all the junk on him right now.
Pray I don't let Satan ruin things. I have to very careful he knows he is 'loved' for things to go well, as his esteem is built on nothing else. AND to obey his orders, whether he is wrong or not. I was just really weary, and started getting angry and arguing.