Dear channing, do not be afraid of what God is doing in you, and as He was with Solomon, He will be with you.
1 Chronicles 28:20 And David said to Solomon his son, Be strong and of good courage, and do it: fear not, nor be dismayed: for the LORD God, even my God, will be with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee . .
Ephesians 2:10 tells us that we are His workmanship, and it is God that will continue that work in us until we are with Christ.
Dear Father, please open channing's eyes as you did with Elisha's servant when he became fearful. Have Your perfect way in his life as You bring him through the trials he is in at this time, and I give You the praise for it in Jesus' name. Amen.
2 Kings 6:17 And Elisha prayed, and said, LORD, I pray thee, open his eyes, that he may see. And the LORD opened the eyes of the young man; and he saw: and, behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire round about Elisha.
Please remember this channing: you have every bit the access to our Father any of us do. Hebrews 4:16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
God bless you in Jesus' name.