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Brian the newbie
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Hi everybody, my name is Brian. I am 34 years old and been having some issues. I went through a bad time in my life a few years ago. I lost faith years ago but have since regained my faith and asked the lord to forgive me. While I was lost, I seemed to open up some "bad doors". I have had dreams every since I can remember and have had certain experiences one might say were "paranormal" - which I dislike that word. I once had a phone interview with the most televised paranormal show there is. I needed to "vent" and thought that would hep me. I backed out of the process to protect my family. While I was in that "dark stage". I had some bad dreams and felt like I had some bad spirits following me. I had dreams of being trapped in a city of fire, and the repetitive dream of an old looking man who was in a white room laughing at me. I would wake at night, feeling pressure hoding me down in bed. I awoke once to a soldier type of person standing over me - but his intensions didn't seem good. I have since closed that part of my life and asked the lord to forgive me and my sins. I have prayed until my knuckles turned white with my forehead laying on my bible. i prayed so hard one night and seen a blue figure, without a face, in my mind. It was one of the few experiences I have had....where I was not afraid. It was comforting. I know that my prayers have been answered. Last night I asked the lord to help me. That I am his.....to guide me. To show me what it is he wants me to do. I dreamt that I was standing beside someone who was fighting evil spirits. Almost like they were possesed. That I was part of a team helping this person. Is this a sign? Any comments or any type of direction would be so much appreciated. I don't claim to be any type of person with any type of special powers....I just don't know what to do. Thank you and may god bless each one of you.