Christ_empowered
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Ugh 
more outcast musings lol 
But seriously
things seem to be somehow waxing more intense and..?
I go to get gas
️ and people yell about his family cannot help him and or he needs to be in the state hospital 
and or…
Yup.
I’m apparently an uppity mental patient. I’ve also recently turned 40 so my overall frustration level with the junk is rising lol .
I dunno
prayer 
changes things. If I could support myself then it’d be easier. No one hires 40 year old mental patients. I’m living a comfortable modest decent lifestyle I can’t pretend to deserve…
Surrounded by hostility and random acts of cruelty. I’m not…freaking out over it
in Christ I’m not even angry 
. It’s more about quality of life wanting to do…something…
In a hostile community that’s basically a little slice of America. At least here my parents are nearby. Plus, they’re getting older and to whatever extent possible I’d like to be a help to them as they age. So there’s that…
So once again here I am asking for prayers and advice really.
Thanks
more outcast musings lol But seriously
things seem to be somehow waxing more intense and..?I go to get gas
️ and people yell about his family cannot help him and or he needs to be in the state hospital and or…Yup.
I’m apparently an uppity mental patient. I’ve also recently turned 40 so my overall frustration level with the junk is rising lol .I dunno
prayer changes things. If I could support myself then it’d be easier. No one hires 40 year old mental patients. I’m living a comfortable modest decent lifestyle I can’t pretend to deserve…Surrounded by hostility and random acts of cruelty. I’m not…freaking out over it
in Christ I’m not even angry . It’s more about quality of life wanting to do…something…In a hostile community that’s basically a little slice of America. At least here my parents are nearby. Plus, they’re getting older and to whatever extent possible I’d like to be a help to them as they age. So there’s that…
So once again here I am asking for prayers and advice really.
Thanks
