hello i am new here. i have been having a terrible tough time dealing with a breakup. i am feeling numb and cold at times. i love her dearly. we had planned a life together but i lost her due to her illness. she is suffering from major depression due to a previous abusive relationship. she has lost all faith in men and viewed me as the same as the others.
i have been praying for wisdom on how to deal with this but i have not gotten an answer yet. at times i feel that the Lord has forgotten me or is ignoring me. i cry daily at night before i leave work and after i leave work. i feel the devil has taken her away from me so that i may blaspheme the Lord. i pray that i never do that. i all i have is the Lord now and nothing else. i do not care about the things that brought me pleasure in life.
i started to cut my body when the relationship was going bad. now that she is gone i feel like slicing my wrists or driving into an 18wheeler. this frightens me heavily. i have never had these thoughts before. i have never cheated on her or been unfaithful to her in any way but the devil convinced her otherwise.
i feel that i need her back and i want her back, but i know if the Lord has other plans for me than there is nothing i can do about it.
please pray that i can come through this. pray that if we were meant to be together than the Lord will make it so and if were not to be than that he would take my extreme sadness and cold numbing pain away.
i still give thanks to the Lord daily and i still praise him.
God bless you.
i have been praying for wisdom on how to deal with this but i have not gotten an answer yet. at times i feel that the Lord has forgotten me or is ignoring me. i cry daily at night before i leave work and after i leave work. i feel the devil has taken her away from me so that i may blaspheme the Lord. i pray that i never do that. i all i have is the Lord now and nothing else. i do not care about the things that brought me pleasure in life.
i started to cut my body when the relationship was going bad. now that she is gone i feel like slicing my wrists or driving into an 18wheeler. this frightens me heavily. i have never had these thoughts before. i have never cheated on her or been unfaithful to her in any way but the devil convinced her otherwise.
i feel that i need her back and i want her back, but i know if the Lord has other plans for me than there is nothing i can do about it.
please pray that i can come through this. pray that if we were meant to be together than the Lord will make it so and if were not to be than that he would take my extreme sadness and cold numbing pain away.
i still give thanks to the Lord daily and i still praise him.
God bless you.