As did iSorry to hear about your father. It's always a hard thing to handle. I wish I had told my father I loved him more than I did.
Join For His Glory for a discussion on how
https://christianforums.net/threads/a-vessel-of-honor.110278/
https://christianforums.net/threads/psalm-70-1-save-me-o-god-lord-help-me-now.108509/