[__ Prayer __] Less anger please 🙏

[Christ_empowered]

I was once broken and full of anger. God is Good !
As who I am now in Christ I’m far less angry. My current problem is dealing with pariah junk while being blessed and I think restored. It’s…frustrating.


I went to a real doctor for an ear infection. Taunting…
I don’t understand why I seem to get loads of snarky comments and sometimes rudeness that borders upon aggression…


But I also have to stop trying to analyze the situation. Some woman in the local grocery store parking lot called me a doctor shopper and threw some psych labels in my face and…?
I’m 39. I haven’t had fun pills by prescription in about 15 years now. In my late teens I was prescribed excessive doses of everything including high doses of benzodiazepines and amphetamines. Apparently I was being punished for being manipulative? There’s been legal action etc…


Rambling. I’m still rather unnerved by the junk but I’m getting better at dealing with it in Christ. I just ask for prayers yet again because it is so unsettling at times especially when it’s supposedly confidential information from over 10 years ago and I’m just in a check out line or now and then in traffic.
Thanks

 

[citrus]

Sometimes I'm snacks without realizing it. I kind of over compensate and then I look in the mirror and am like oh no. I look mean. So I try not to be sparky, but people intentionally doing it must be annoying. Some people are such jerks. It stinks I know. Sorry your going through all of that. Guard your heart. People will say things to trigger people. That is on tbem.

 

[citrus]

*snacks* bahaha autoccorrect

 

[Christ_empowered]

Not go on and on…
But it gets frustrating. Once in aldi I was concerned about people getting way way way too aggressive and I didn’t know any of them. So it’s like who is this lady with blue hair why is she getting too close to me what is up with her aggressive rudeness? That kind of thing…