Christ_empowered
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I had to get car stuff done to day. Not huge drama 
just maintenance lol 
The worker also ran the register because so many employees are out because of Helene. He was…silently mildly hostile. Happens.
I’m starting to get it from a Christian perspective. I once walked according to the ways of the world
and I got what the world 
had for me. Intense and agonizing for my parents and me…
And people still openly ridicule me about it and that’s to be expected.
Nothing has befallen me except that which is common to mankind. Nothing.
I actually rather enjoyed my time waiting on my vehicle
. Upbeat is good 
but in my situation it’s borderline miraculous.
I’d like to not deal with the same junk on loop
but I’m thankful for good clothes shelter and the other good and needed things I have now, in Christ.
My past creeps me out. My own sins were ridiculous and atrocious and it also seems there were things going on around me etc…long story and…
Take up the plow and push forward.
Getting better…
just maintenance lol The worker also ran the register because so many employees are out because of Helene. He was…silently mildly hostile. Happens.
I’m starting to get it from a Christian perspective. I once walked according to the ways of the world
and I got what the world had for me. Intense and agonizing for my parents and me…And people still openly ridicule me about it and that’s to be expected.
Nothing has befallen me except that which is common to mankind. Nothing.
I actually rather enjoyed my time waiting on my vehicle
. Upbeat is good but in my situation it’s borderline miraculous.I’d like to not deal with the same junk on loop
but I’m thankful for good clothes shelter and the other good and needed things I have now, in Christ.My past creeps me out. My own sins were ridiculous and atrocious and it also seems there were things going on around me etc…long story and…
Take up the plow and push forward.
Getting better…