YosefHayim
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- Dec 22, 2012
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I've been praying for a more loving heart which loves others with the love of Jesus Christ.
I want to be more than a friend to others, but family also. I desire an altruistic heart - a 1 Corinthians 13 heart.
And then I fall into sin thenceforth beating myself up. Lust is a plague. How can I love with that?
I'm socially awkward and don't hang around with anyone. And I fantasize about having a wife. And it makes me feel like a joke because I desire such, but can barely start a conversation and be assertive, nor hangout with anyone (save for one person whom I made friends with in HS).
The thing is, even if I don't have a wife I want to be a husband. A husband, a father, and brother to anyone.
Jesus said, For whosoever shall do the will of my Father who is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.
And as I walk as Jesus' brother, sister, and mother I want to be family to Christian brothers and sisters.
I want to be more than a friend to others, but family also. I desire an altruistic heart - a 1 Corinthians 13 heart.
And then I fall into sin thenceforth beating myself up. Lust is a plague. How can I love with that?
I'm socially awkward and don't hang around with anyone. And I fantasize about having a wife. And it makes me feel like a joke because I desire such, but can barely start a conversation and be assertive, nor hangout with anyone (save for one person whom I made friends with in HS).
The thing is, even if I don't have a wife I want to be a husband. A husband, a father, and brother to anyone.
Jesus said, For whosoever shall do the will of my Father who is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.
And as I walk as Jesus' brother, sister, and mother I want to be family to Christian brothers and sisters.