[__ Praise __] maybe the storm is finally over

[evenifigoalone]

For the past few years I've been in constant cycles of depression and anxiety, with a long string of dysfunctional behavior in my closest friendships to the point I nearly ruined them forever. At one point last year I went to the mental hospital for a 24 hour hold.
Since about September, I've felt pretty mentally stable. And honestly? That's the longest that I've been stable in recent years.

I feel almost like I've survived a category 5 hurricane. Thanks, I'm sure, to the grace of God and the prayers of those friendships I nearly ruined.