My testimony of demons

[Gordon]

Hi. I just decided to share some terrifying experiences I had with spiritual seekers to warn them. Then I figured I should probably share with fellow christians who don't realize just how real the spiritual realm is. God has delivered me to safety and to Christ. This is my post.

I would just like to tell my story which should serve as a warning to people involved in seeking their spirit guides.

I first started to become interested in spiritual things after buying one of Kelly Howell's cds. I had heard that meditation would help with the social anxiety I was suffering. I quickly became obsessed with that cd and the feelings it gave me.Once while deep in meditation I saw a blue light. Quickly after that my life changed forever. The particular cd I was listening toinvolved following your spirit guide and realizing your destiny.

So at first I started to notice repeating digits on clocks. I had also been involved with numerology and had 2 master numbers which made me feel like quite an important spiritual person.I started seeing these numbers on clocks. Always turning my head at the exact time like I was being prompted. Then while at work I clearly heard my name inside my head. Overcome with fear I completely blocked it out. Things continued like this and the time prompts grew more and more frequent. They got to the point where I would wake in the middle of the night at the exact time several nights in a row. Along with this weird synchronicity would start to happen. I would see people I hadn't seen or would expect to see as I went out. Then people would say things which seemed to go along with delusions that were growing in my mind. My own speech became affected and I started saying things with double meanings. It would happen instantly with noconscious thought.

My delusions started to become stronger and stronger.I was losing touch with reality. All the while the time prompts had not stopped. I lived with these delusions for years then it got worse.

I started to see messages my eyes would dart to signsor print on products and any writing around. The signs were relevant to exactly what was happening or what I was thinking a majority ofthe time. A two way communication had started. I lived my life based on signs and sychronicity. It was evident that whatever I was communicating with was not bound by laws of time. Strange signs andsynchronicity followed me everywhere then it got worse.

I had just quit a job because of delusions. I was traveling from place to place looking to start over when something came over me. I surrendered my free will and I starting to feel controlled by something. I was led to a bed in a hostel where I was staying. When I entered the room I said whats up to a traveler and I heard the response God is up from behind a curtained bed. I had been awake several days and I started to see visions. I saw a flock of white doves the sun split in two and my fingers began to move fasterthan I was capable of moving them. They started making strange signs that looked like a language. Then I started to hear a hissing noise in my ear. Satan or one of his minions was attacking me. I heard comments like God is an asshole and what sounded like concern from the spirits. I went through some kind of spiritual crucifixion and felt pain in my side as though I'd been stabbed. Then they warned me that whatever was attacking me was trying to spiritually rape me. I left the room but I wasn't alone.

Two personas were now in my body each controlling a hand whenever I would relinquish control to them. One said he was Satan himself the other said he was an angel of God. They started teaching me things and suggesting things to do. Just so you don't think it wasn't "spirit guides" or I had just gone nuts and there were no demons, they started explaining mathematical things and patterns instantly and it all fit. They were also incredibly insightful(as insightful as something that choose to spend eternity in hell can be I guess.)

This continued until they had gained my trust. Thenthey started telling me incredibly wicked things people had done tome that I had no knowledge of. Eventually they admitted they were trying to send me to Hell. At this I stopped communicating with them and eventually starting fully committing myself to Christ. Which they are now still trying to whisper to me and send me time prompts to getmy attention again.

So in conclusion, yes this is all very real. No they are not guides they are Demons. And most importantly God sees your dealings with them as prostituting yourself out and cheating on God.I urge you to commit yourself to Christ if you are a spiritual seeker like I was.

 

[God's_gift]

Hi. I just decided to share some terrifying experiences I had with spiritual seekers to warn them. Then I figured I should probably share with fellow christians who don't realize just how real the spiritual realm is. God has delivered me to safety and to Christ. This is my post.

I would just like to tell my story which should serve as a warning to people involved in seeking their spirit guides.

I first started to become interested in spiritualthings after buying one of Kelly Howell's cds. I had heard thatmeditation would help with the social anxiety I was suffering. Iquickly became obsessed with that cd and the feelings it gave me.Once while deep in meditation I saw a blue light. Quickly after thatmy life changed forever. The particular cd I was listening toinvolved following your spirit guide and realizing your destiny.

So at first I started to notice repeating digits onclocks. I had also been involved with numerology and had 2 master numbers which made me feel like quite an important spiritual person.I started seeing these numbers on clocks. Always turning my head at the exact time like I was being prompted. Then while at work I clearly heard my name inside my head. Overcome with fear I completely blocked it out. Things continued like this and the time prompts grew more and more frequent. They got to the point where I would wake in the middle of the night at the exact time several nights in a row.Along with this weird synchronicity would start to happen. I would see people I hadn't seen or would expect to see as I went out. Then people would say things which seemed to go along with delusions thatwere growing in my mind. My own speech became affected and I started saying things with double meanings. It would happen instantly with noconscious thought.

My delusions started to become stronger and stronger.I was losing touch with reality. All the while the time prompts had not stopped. I lived with these delusions for years then it got worse.

I started to see messages my eyes would dart to signsor print on products and any writing around. The signs were relevant to exactly what was happening or what I was thinking a majority ofthe time. A two way communication had started. I lived my life basedon signs and sychronicity. It was evident that whatever I was communicating with was not bound by laws of time. Strange signs andsynchronicity followed me everywhere then it got worse.

I had just quit a job because of delusions. I was traveling from place to place looking to start over when something came over me. I surrendered my free will and I starting to feel controlled by something. I was led to a bed in a hostel where I was staying. When I entered the room I said whats up to a traveler and I heard the response God is up from behind a curtained bed. I had been awake several days and I started to see visions. I saw a flock of white doves the sun split in two and my fingers began to move fasterthan I was capable of moving them. They started making strange signs that looked like a language. Then I started to hear a hissing noise in my ear. Satan or one of his minions was attacking me. I heard comments like God is an asshole and what sounded like concern fromthe spirits. I went through some kind of spiritual crucifixion and felt pain in my side as though I'd been stabbed. Then they warned me that whatever was attacking me was trying to spiritually rape me. I left the room but I wasn't alone.

Two personas were now in my body each controlling a hand whenever I would relinquish control to them. One said he was Satan himself the other said he was an angel of God. They started teaching me things and suggesting things to do. Just so you don't think it wasn't "spirit guides" or I had just gone nutsthey started explaining mathematical things and patterns instantlyand it all fit. They were also incredibly insightful(as insightful assomething that choose to spend eternity in hell can be I guess.)

This continued until they had gained my trust. Thenthey started telling me incredibly wicked things people had done tome that I had no knowledge of. Eventually they admitted they were trying to send me to Hell. At this I stopped communicating with them and eventually starting fully committing myself to Christ. Which they are now still trying to whisper to me and send me time prompts to getmy attention again.

So in conclusion, yes this is all very real. No they are not guides they are Demons. And most importantly God sees your dealings with them as prostituting yourself out and cheating on God.I urge you to commit yourself to Christ if you are a spiritual seeker like I was.

Hi Gordon, welcome to CF.net I read your long testimony, i pray that your spiritual search will lead you to the One True God. And in Jesus Name i pray that the " demons" will finally leave you. God bless

 

[Gordon]

Thank you for reading it. Obviously from reading my post I do suffer from a mental illness but my experience with the "demonic" was truly real. I do not believe I would have suffered this had I not dabled with the occult. When you have 4 clocks all different times yet for 10 days and nights in a row you see every 11:33 possible you don't doubt something is trying to communicate with you.

Before my illness I didn't really believe in the spiritual realm but I'd warn people to not discount it. There are very real demons who want into your life if you invite them. Jesus wasn't play acting when he was casting them out.

 

[God's_gift]

Jesus wasn't play acting when he was casting them out.

yes there is an invisible war, brother. This verse always remind of what or who i'm dealing with.

Ephesians 6: 12 “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.â€

 

[LadyProphet317]

OMG!! the exact same thing has been happening to me, except for the voices. I was told that seeing the triple number was a sign that my Angels were around me. I too tend to look up and see the numbers. I also tend to see the numbers 11:11, when during a church service a young girl told me it was a sign for the "Gates of Hell" and I told her, "why give Satan the credit for what is "Eleven Eleven the gates of Heaven" and the store house of God opening up, and when I see consecutive numbers I immediately pray and thank the Angels for protecting me and also thank my Lord Jesus for all his provisions and answer to prayers.
I am not in no way minimizing or trivalizing your testimony, because I have seen the Devil, felt his wrath (literally), and he has try to take me out of world, but God is mightier and has snatched me out of the enemys hands time and time again. I am a child of God and recognizing the enemies ploys and tricks is easy to know by just knowing the word of God and understanding in the scriptures how to put on the armor of God daily....Ephesians.
Reading your story I can understand the torture you must have endured. I must say though that it has made me re-evaluate my similar experience. Yet, I have had some miraculous events in my life and give thanks to God and my Lord jesus, and my powers of discernment are keen when in the presence of Evil. The bible says that God will separate the Wheat from the Tares, and I feel like that is happening in my life with people who are not of Christ, but are in the church and literally have said to me "by the way I am not a Christian, so don't lay that non-sense on me." So I need to know how to confront this person when I go to church on Sunday, you have any suggestion?
Thank you for sharing I thought I was the only one seeing these numbers, but I don't feel it to be negative at all....God Bless You and I will pray for you too...I wait for you reply...

 

[Gordon]

OMG!! the exact same thing has been happening to me, except for the voices. I was told that seeing the triple number was a sign that my Angels were around me. I too tend to look up and see the numbers. I also tend to see the numbers 11:11, when during a church service a young girl told me it was a sign for the "Gates of Hell" and I told her, "why give Satan the credit for what is "Eleven Eleven the gates of Heaven" and the store house of God opening up, and when I see consecutive numbers I immediately pray and thank the Angels for protecting me and also thank my Lord Jesus for all his provisions and answer to prayers.
I am not in no way minimizing or trivalizing your testimony, because I have seen the Devil, felt his wrath (literally), and he has try to take me out of world, but God is mightier and has snatched me out of the enemys hands time and time again. I am a child of God and recognizing the enemies ploys and tricks is easy to know by just knowing the word of God and understanding in the scriptures how to put on the armor of God daily....Ephesians.
Reading your story I can understand the torture you must have endured. I must say though that it has made me re-evaluate my similar experience. Yet, I have had some miraculous events in my life and give thanks to God and my Lord jesus, and my powers of discernment are keen when in the presence of Evil. The bible says that God will separate the Wheat from the Tares, and I feel like that is happening in my life with people who are not of Christ, but are in the church and literally have said to me "by the way I am not a Christian, so don't lay that non-sense on me." So I need to know how to confront this person when I go to church on Sunday, you have any suggestion?
Thank you for sharing I thought I was the only one seeing these numbers, but I don't feel it to be negative at all....God Bless You and I will pray for you too...I wait for you reply...

11:11 is a big thing in New Age philosophy. It's supposedly some signal you are sending yourself to awaken to a higher consciousness.This is according to them not the Bible. Are you waking in the night at exactly 11:11 or is it less intense for you? Personally I think it is not from God these signs. I used to get 11:11 all the time then it switched to 11:33 because these numbers in numerology had significance to me. This to me says it's occult and not from the Bible. I don't think you should pay attention to the signs because following signs led me away from God. It also lead me deep into demonic oppression. As for what you should say about your experience I would say share them. It is very likely that it will be dismissed or written off as mental illness alone. I recently heard the testimony of a former satanist in contact with demons who said the devils strategy currently is to make people believe he doesn't exist. Just know that you have the attention of spiritual forces and there is a battle going on for you in spiritual places. Remember that the angels of God are fellow servants and not to be prayed to. I could be wrong but I think the time prompts are only from the enemy as they are not biblical. I personally would love to hear your testimony of what you went through. Thank you for your prayers and Iwill pray for you as well. Also if you google 11:11 and demons or something similar theres a site about the 11:11 time prompts and demonic whispers. So we aren't the only ones.

 

[tim-from-pa]

I'm into sundials (a gnomonist) and maybe a touch or horology (clocks). I was just reading about "haunted clocks" last night and about people waking up at the same time, or looking at the clock and the same digits were always there, etc etc. This testimony reminded me of that!

To the OP, I have to ask, did you ever listen to that CD without meditating to what was being said? My thought is that maybe there's some suggestions, sort of like a hypnosis, while under a meditative state that made you fly off like this as some people are so susceptible to suggestion. And if you can't listen to it with a critical mind without finding yourself "going off" into some sort of meditative state, then that only confirms my suspicion.

Nevertheless, demonic forces are very real, and will often assume themselves as beings of light, guides and whatnot. Reminds me back in Genesis 6. Look at what those angelic "sons of God" did with women --- had giants by them. Then today you hear of demonic things such as poltergeists, strange creatures, aliens. And what do you often hear aliens doing? (hint: reproductive experiments). There's a lot of carp going on in the name of Christ, and in the name of spirituality that I am convinced is the way back to infiltrate mankind again, or, as Jesus said, "... as in the days of Noah, so shall it be in the days of the Son of man, They did eat, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage ..."

You are right. It is demonic. Now that you learned your lesson and trust Christ, now likewise dig into the bible and see that it not only warns of these things, but also how to remain victorious. Stop "meditating" and start studying.

 

[Gordon]

The cd uses binural beat technology which basically slows down your brainwaves into the theta range. So yes you're right it puts you into a hyper suggestible state. I'm not sure what this classifies as Biblically. Sorcery or enchantment I'd guess, but it also opens you up to the spiritual realm. All throughout my experiences I had doubt that I was just unhinged but unfortunately it wasn't that simple. It's not a good combination losing your mind and being spiritually oppressed. I'm doing as you suggest and reading the Bible just about every day.

LadyProphet317 I'm hoping to hear back from you. I don't want you to get caught up in that New Age stuff like I was. It starts with 11:11 then it's other numbers then each one has a meaning and before you know it your talking with a demon. Praying for you and sending my love.

 

[gefsgirl]

Interesting. There is a Christian named Mike Haggard who talks about numbers and their Biblical significance. You may see his videos on YouTube, about prophecy. It is fascinating.

 

[Gordon]

Interesting. There is a Christian named Mike Haggard who talks about numbers and their Biblical significance. You may see his videos on YouTube, about prophecy. It is fascinating.

I was just watching one of those Mike Hoggard videos and learned that 11 and 33 are the most sacred numbers of Luciferians. Not very comforting.

 

[tim-from-pa]

If you're into biblical numbers, you may want to read Bullinger's book online:

http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=...sg=AFQjCNE9FASKmadSZu9AqnbAhgW-3oMpxQ&cad=rja

The book's name is "Number in Scripture" and is a .pdf download. You can just view it as well.

 

[Gordon]

If anyone is curious how this post went with the spiritual seekers on the angels spirit guide forum I was on I'll tell you. First a guy urged me to continue my spiritual seeking looking for truth and evaluate everything. He made some comments that suggested he thought Christ was just an enlightened teacher. He then said Moses told people not to make idols then he made a bronze serpent. So we shouldn't listen to someone who doesn't follow his own advice. Another guy posted this.

Dont Give up , Dont be a fool.
once you awaken that power it doesnt go back in the box.
you have two ways to go now, and this power will take you either way.... up to the angels and Buddhas....
or...
down with the junkies and lunatics ...

a Faith for the Aquarian age. the time is to understand that mighty God is in living man....

so I responded with this:
Yes I'm painfully aware it doesn't go back in the box. Maybe I could have these two demons (if it really is two) lead me all the way to enlightenment. The numbers they keep sending me are 11 and 33 the most sacred numbers to Luciferians. Maybe I could even fullfill their dream for me to be some spiritual teacher of the occult. Unsuprisingly you currently have 33 posts when I saw your reply. This is my life path in numerology. Maybe I'm a very special person to Satan. Is it really wise to pick that side? Maybe whatever is happening to you is a lot less direct with you and you haven't experienced spirituality with personality. Once you realize they have a personality you come to realize yes God has a personality. So if God has a personality what is it? Do you want to turn yourself into something beautiful and corrupt and lose your place in heaven. Would you act as the angels on earth to forsake an eternity as the angels in heaven? Tell me what is it exactly that is happening to you, and who is it exactly that is leading you. If you really know who it is then who is the fool? How did Satan tempt Eve? By suggesting God was keeping something from them. To you its enlightenment.

If any Christians or especially former spiritual seekers have any advice on how I can testify more effectively that would be great. If I was able to plant some seeds in spiritual seekers to turn to Jesus and the God of the Bible I would be very happy. Thanks.

 

[tim-from-pa]

If any Christians or especially former spiritual seekers have any advice on how I can testify more effectively that would be great. If I was able to plant some seeds in spiritual seekers to turn to Jesus and the God of the Bible I would be very happy. Thanks.

Not being cruel, just matter-of-factly, but you sound a little messed up yet. Well, Maybe more than a little. Like I said in my earlier post, you need to study. I would hold off on the seed planting until you get your own garden in order so-to-speak.

I'm aware of God's word in the stars --- Age of Aquarius and all that. But many have perverted that knowledge to their own interpretation of it and not a biblical one. It's become a message of the flesh disguised as biblical insight. To me, you sound like you're one not really truly knowledgeable which is which yet.

 

[Gordon]

Yhea I didn't write that part the other guy did. He said we are all God in his profile and the age of aquarian age is satan coming back and enlightening people. I looked it up online. I didn't realize he was a luciferian.

As for being messed up yes I certainly have a mental illness. That came from an occult "spiritual awakening". And yes I know this sounds very strange but it's just my reality. I'd just like to share this so people know what can happen from altered states of consciousness as spiritual practice. Thats what Satan offers enlightenment to become like God. As for not offering advice I think I'm in a unique situation being once so obsessed with enlightenment and the occult and committing myself to Christ. I think I have a message to give to a group of people just starting on that path to warn them. I know most people here won't believe me but yes demons do try to communicate with me about 2 times a week now about. Much less than before. It's because of my former occult practices that they are able to do this. I don't wake up in the night at specific times anymore. I believe God has denied them the opportunity to tempt me or oppress me that often. Maybe I'm wrong here and telling people demons are very real isn't a helpful message for christians who may be blissfully unaware or ignorant. I just wish that I knew what I know now before all this.

 

[Tri Unity]

I have had some "encounters" too; but I don't want to go into them here (it mainly had to do with my wife, and I am not at liberty to tell her story). The best thing is that they are (can be) a wake up call to true discipleship. I mean "true" in the sense that you make a genuine commitment to stop playing games with God and the things He warns us about. For me that has led to no alchohol at all; I try not to listen to any music (none voluntarily in my home anyway); not much TV apart from news and the like; I now practice fasting regularly; I am very wary of Christians who are "christian" in name only; I don't follow or watch any sport; I have nothing to do with politics (apart from educating myself on the world); I never 'socialise' with unbelievers... I am pretty boring now! But at least I know about what is really out there, and now my family and I are protected from it. Not everyone is exposed to the deep things of satan. Most people only need a bit of cheese to trap them; they don't require Asmodeus. Hope you go from strength to strength.

Tri

 

[Gordon]

I have had some "encounters" too; but I don't want to go into them here (it mainly had to do with my wife, and I am not at liberty to tell her story). The best thing is that they are (can be) a wake up call to true discipleship. I mean "true" in the sense that you make a genuine commitment to stop playing games with God and the things He warns us about. For me that has led to no alchohol at all; I try not to listen to any music (none voluntarily in my home anyway); not much TV apart from news and the like; I now practice fasting regularly; I am very wary of Christians who are "christian" in name only; I don't follow or watch any sport; I have nothing to do with politics (apart from educating myself on the world); I never 'socialise' with unbelievers... I am pretty boring now! But at least I know about what is really out there, and now my family and I are protected from it. Not everyone is exposed to the deep things of satan. Most people only need a bit of cheese to trap them; they don't require Asmodeus. Hope you go from strength to strength.

Tri

It's ironic that these encounters are such a wake up call. I am similar to you in how boring I have become. I tossed out all my occult books, everything new age and hypnosis manuals. I tossed my guided meditation cds. Stopped going out to meet women at bars. Stopped listening to secular music. Stopped meditating. Began reading the Bible and praying. I have prayed for freedom from demonic oppression and nothing has happened for a while. I hope your wife has no more encounters in her life.

I'm curious what effect fasting has had on you?

This post became the most popular one on the spiritual seeker forum. A guy was talking about how God wouldn't have a problem with Gays as he made them that way. Then he said God endorsed slavery by quoting a passage and then talked about God's wrath and how he was going to kill so many people. I said I thought that slavery was only allowed because of how sinful the people were at the time. Not sure if that was right. Hopefully I made people rethink occult practices.

 

[evenifigoalone]

I know some people (not Christians) who claim to have "soulbounds", connections to fictional characters (from books or movies in our world) who live in another world and/or reality. They claim to actually communicate with them. (Telepathically, I guess.)
I thought perhaps these things were actually demons...but I have not said anything about that to them. It is interesting to hear them talk about it. They don't seem to be causing them any harm.

Reading your testimony made me think of this, and I was wondering if you had any thoughts on it?

 

[Gordon]

When I was talking with the demons for a couple months they made some ridiculous claims. That I would become God of a planet like some Mormons think. The thing is they are super intelligent and can make you think pretty much anything. Something so ridiculous as that might be like sport to them. First they tell you some stuff thats true though to gain your trust. They said Craig Ferguson was an atheist and Rachel Maddow was gay and something about David Letterman maybe his having sex with his staff I can't remember. They told me a bunch of stuff I looked up online that turned out to be true. That also said Gene Simmons is crazy and they applauded Joel Olsteen for what it's worth. If you get caught up in signs and wonders you are very open to any delusion they give you.