blaarg8891 said:
Hello, I am an 18 year old male whom is going through a pretty rough spot in my life, I have nothing left to turn to. I have been an atheist all my life and I need convincing that God is real so I may ask His forgiveness and help. Please, help me I am in dire need, convince me that God exists so that I may be saved.
I've got a question.
Why Christianity now? Why not Buddhism or Jainism or Judaism?
And no one is going to be able to convince you that God/gods are real. That takes your own faith(or lack thereof if you choose to remain atheist or agnostic), your own study, and your own mind.
And in my opinion, hardly anyone changes there belief over the internet. If you really are thinking of putting faith into the Christian religion, go to a local church. Join Christian groups at your school and in your area. Study the bible in a bible study group. And like someone else said, read the bible in full. (This has actually turned people away from the religion, but you need to read the book if you want to be a part of the religion.)
No one is going to convince you except you.
And find a support group for whatever you need help with.
Unless the situation is to the extreme though, it seems you need to man up and face it. Ask forgiveness from those around you that know about whatever you did. Make amends with them. Yes, it'll be hard, but worth it in the end. Ask help from a local counselor, friends, family, or anyone else you trust (resort to help line if need be)
I can't say anything more than that since I don't know your situation.
(And don't get offended if I'm a little off about what your situation requires. I was just going off of what you said.)