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2BGRACE
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Hi everyone,
I am so happy to have found this site so that I can share my Christian walk and my struggles. I am single 54 and have been single for 25 years now.
I am having such a struggle with this economy and I feel as if I am not serving and having faith in God the way I should in order to be blessed by him. Right now two of my investment properties are vacant, my business is slow and I am in constant fear that it will get slower. I have prayed and prayed for the Lord to bring me a mate and nothing has happened in that department. I have found men in the past but they were not Christian so the Lord has taken them out of my path or I discovered that we were not compatible in one way or another but mainly our spiritual life were not meshing. Last year I met a very nice gentleman who I thought was a Christian but not really attending church, so I thought that if we got together we could go to church as a couple, but it turned out to be a disaster as he was very uncomfortable at church and all he did was complain about everything. Turns out he had some type of personality disorder and that was it for me. I am now in a much better place and glad he is out of my life.
I need prayer because recently I met someone online and he is a practicing Christian and we have shared so much of our faith and he has really uplifted me at times. We have talked for several hours and our path have been similar and we are about the same age and everything should be ok..except for the fact that he is at the final stage of a nasty divorce and I told him that I would not be meeting him in person until that part of his life is over and done. A week ago I expressed to him that if this relationship was from God then God would have had a perfect plan and because he is still entangled with someone else, I consider that not to be a perfect plan. Well, he has stopped talking to me and the very brief emails I get from him are only responding to my emails. I know that he has a hearing coming up and maybe he is distracted, but I need prayer to be patient and for God to take him out of my heart as I cant help but think of him all the time. I really felt a connection and perhaps this is not right at this time of our lives.
I am so happy to have found this site so that I can share my Christian walk and my struggles. I am single 54 and have been single for 25 years now.
I am having such a struggle with this economy and I feel as if I am not serving and having faith in God the way I should in order to be blessed by him. Right now two of my investment properties are vacant, my business is slow and I am in constant fear that it will get slower. I have prayed and prayed for the Lord to bring me a mate and nothing has happened in that department. I have found men in the past but they were not Christian so the Lord has taken them out of my path or I discovered that we were not compatible in one way or another but mainly our spiritual life were not meshing. Last year I met a very nice gentleman who I thought was a Christian but not really attending church, so I thought that if we got together we could go to church as a couple, but it turned out to be a disaster as he was very uncomfortable at church and all he did was complain about everything. Turns out he had some type of personality disorder and that was it for me. I am now in a much better place and glad he is out of my life.
I need prayer because recently I met someone online and he is a practicing Christian and we have shared so much of our faith and he has really uplifted me at times. We have talked for several hours and our path have been similar and we are about the same age and everything should be ok..except for the fact that he is at the final stage of a nasty divorce and I told him that I would not be meeting him in person until that part of his life is over and done. A week ago I expressed to him that if this relationship was from God then God would have had a perfect plan and because he is still entangled with someone else, I consider that not to be a perfect plan. Well, he has stopped talking to me and the very brief emails I get from him are only responding to my emails. I know that he has a hearing coming up and maybe he is distracted, but I need prayer to be patient and for God to take him out of my heart as I cant help but think of him all the time. I really felt a connection and perhaps this is not right at this time of our lives.
