So my mom was admitted to the hospital earlier today. She has pneumonia and a few auto immune desesis. So it is a big deal but it doesn't phase me. I have a lack of emotion except in extreme cercumstances. But tomorrow I finally have a chance to see my friend that I talked about in a previous post. My mom said I could have someone over to look after me. My friend is 18 so he is legal. I called some other people and they are all busy. I really want to have my friend over at my house and to play some games. My mom won't be out until atleast Tuesday. Don't worry about me I live in a complex with neighbors that know my mom is in the hospital and I can come and ask for anything any time. I don't know wether this is my chance to finally get my friend over. I don't know why this would be a bad idea. Also I know that I will be fine this happens about 4-5 times a year and I am use to running the house. I know to check the stove to make sure it is off after I use it. I look the doors but. For some reason I have this weird feeling in my gut that something is going to go bad. I worry stuff like I would run out of meds, I would run out of food, or the thing I always worry about are robbers. I know that isn't likely but what if a robber found out I was home alone and thought it would be easy. Anyway. Should I tell my friend not to come. Should I go to his house.