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Slippermen
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My old original post was...not right-and I am glad it got disapproved, I wanted to say more-I felt I might get some good feedback from here-it seems a friendly place.
I was born with something called Asperger syndrome, which has not made things easy to say the least-in the haste to fit in, obviously a "cool" teenager couldn't be Christian so I got rid of it (eg denounced it and never did anything religious or prayed-nothing) I was miserable 24/7 and nothing really seemed to help, things got worse-I am glad I stayed way from drugs and such-I tried looking into other religions, like neo paganism and satanism (its all talk believe me lol-its stupid...its like, you see those stereotypical goth kids on TV, its like that) funny stuff
anyways-people have tried to convert me a lot one got real close but we lost contact and I fell back into the wiccan game (but that religion is very odd and solitary in most cases-all I really wanted was something to really help me threw the really crappy times I often have with life...
there are things I refuse to accept about some Christian sects (eg homosexuality=sin) I am a leftist person by nature-though I hear not all sects believe homosexuals are bad (though I don't think God would really care which sect people fallow, in the end)-which leans me more towards spiritualism, but it might be nice to actually belong to something positive for once in my life (and its not like satanism-in which people think your some immature teenager...which I was, no doubts there lol)
I haven't talked about faith in so long (most see me as the anti religion-atheist, which I am not, I just want to seem like I had something under control-which I didn't)
I feel-I should give Christianity, at least a chance-a real one.
I am old enough to actually think without having immature friends going like "oh your Christian, blah blah blah"
know what I mean-thanks for your time
I was born with something called Asperger syndrome, which has not made things easy to say the least-in the haste to fit in, obviously a "cool" teenager couldn't be Christian so I got rid of it (eg denounced it and never did anything religious or prayed-nothing) I was miserable 24/7 and nothing really seemed to help, things got worse-I am glad I stayed way from drugs and such-I tried looking into other religions, like neo paganism and satanism (its all talk believe me lol-its stupid...its like, you see those stereotypical goth kids on TV, its like that) funny stuff
anyways-people have tried to convert me a lot one got real close but we lost contact and I fell back into the wiccan game (but that religion is very odd and solitary in most cases-all I really wanted was something to really help me threw the really crappy times I often have with life...
there are things I refuse to accept about some Christian sects (eg homosexuality=sin) I am a leftist person by nature-though I hear not all sects believe homosexuals are bad (though I don't think God would really care which sect people fallow, in the end)-which leans me more towards spiritualism, but it might be nice to actually belong to something positive for once in my life (and its not like satanism-in which people think your some immature teenager...which I was, no doubts there lol)
I haven't talked about faith in so long (most see me as the anti religion-atheist, which I am not, I just want to seem like I had something under control-which I didn't)
I feel-I should give Christianity, at least a chance-a real one.
I am old enough to actually think without having immature friends going like "oh your Christian, blah blah blah"
know what I mean-thanks for your time