My Dad,
He is one of the most intelligent, and generous, people I have ever met. I wanted to be just like him, and still find myself asking what would dad do in this situation. He was not a believer when I was growing up, but he always encouraged me to live in an honest manner, standing for what I believe in rather than just saying I believed it, and the best thing is he exampled it. He challenged me, did not spoil me, and gave me a strong love. He was the first man I admired, and the man I compare others to...if they don't measure up...well, I didn't give them a second glance.
My late husband is another person I admire. Not only did he have very similar character qualities to my dad, but he also loved God in a fierce manner which heightened those qualities, and balanced them in a way that created an awe in me. He was more loving, and kindhearted, than anyone I have ever met, and I spent years learning from him. I have never met anyone who I knew so intimately, that was more conformed to the image of Christ than he was. I want to be like that, and grew so much from his gentle, but strong, leading. He would be uncomfortable with me even saying that statement...it would surface his shortcomings in his mind, and well up his tears that would mark his rememberance of the love, and mercy, that God had so freely given to him...and it is that same humble spirit that I long to have. He was a hard worker, someone who loved working, and had the gift of service. He was so intelligent, and our conversations were always challenging, thoughtful, and fun...but his intelligence was tempered with wisdom, and compassion, and many times I felt rebuked for a poor attitude without him ever saying a word directly to me...but just exampling that love before me. I still can not tap into that love that lifts someone to that degree. He has inspired me to pray for it, however.
A person from the Bible I admire is Stephen, who we know little of really, but for whom Christ stood in the face his willingness to die for his faith in our Father. I want that burning faith, I want to live it among the temptations of this world. And another is Mary, sister of Martha, who understood that Christ was someone to worship while she had Him. She showed faith when Lazarus was sick, and she loved Christ in a way that she could not take her eyes off of Him. I want to not have the worries of this world burdening me, but to have my eyes, in love and faith, on our Lord.
The Lord bless you all.