[__ Prayer __] Please Pray for me that this spirit of leviathan be broken of me.

[MrBeeman]

I've been asking The Lord what's wrong with me, and the other night I awoke around 3:00 am and He showed me through a local ministry on a local Christian network that it's the spirit of leviathan. I dont think i'm better than anyone else or thought of myself as prideful, but i always rather loathed myself to the point of being disqusted to see a photo of myself or hear a recording of myself.
I guess that's the problem... self...

I wonder if this is the root of all my torment over the years.

:chokedup

 

[Matthew G]

Praying hard for you, brother.

Are you in a good church? I'm not well-versed at all about a "spirit of leviathan", so I frankly can't speak to that. I would, however, recommend you seek good Godly counseling. If that's not an option due to money or what have you, then perhaps you could speak to your pastor.

Lord, I just want to thank you for my brother in Christ. I don't know his struggles Lord, but you have given him wisdom and understanding enough that he knows he needs help, that he needs your help. Father, you know my brother's needs far better than even he does. I just pray desperately Lord that those needs would be met, that they would be met in such abundance that he wouldn't be able to fathom ever being in the position he's in right now. Lord lift him up and carry him, cover him Father with your presence and your peace. I ask this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

 

[jeff77]

Praying for you.

 

[JLB]

I've been asking The Lord what's wrong with me, and the other night I awoke around 3:00 am and He showed me through a local ministry on a local Christian network that it's the spirit of leviathan. I dont think i'm better than anyone else or thought of myself as prideful, but i always rather loathed myself to the point of being disqusted to see a photo of myself or hear a recording of myself.
I guess that's the problem... self...

I wonder if this is the root of all my torment over the years.

:chokedup

First, you must know that The Lord loves you very much, though it may seem to you He does not.

He loves you. He will never stop loving you.

Here is the Truth -

You have dominion over the earth you are living in, so you have the authority to deal with anything that is tormenting you.

You have the authority to break the power of any spirit that may be oppressing you.

Call the thing by it's name and break its power over you in Jesus name.

Then, began to quote the scriptures that pertain to God's love for you.

Perfect love cast's out all fear!

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. 1 John 4:18

The Lord wants us to love ourselves, so that we can love our neighbor as our-self!

for the Father Himself loves you, because you have loved Me, and have believed that I came forth from God. John 16:27

Here is your Holy Spirit prescription:


Thank you Lord, that you love me.

Thank you Lord that I have the mind of Christ.


Spend some time before the Lord thanking Him, and praising Him.

Began to confess these scriptures, that God loves, and thank Him for that.

The spirit of heaviness will evaporate after a while of doing this.

The Word of God is your weapon.

Use it!


JLB

 

[Brother Mike]

MrBeeman

You need mind renewal. I believe in demonic oppression but bless God devils can only oppress when we have wrong thinking. You have a weak spirit, your undernourished in the Word of God, you don't spend enough time with God. JLB gave a place to start, you have prayer Jeff and Matthew, believe that God can read and hear those prayers for you. Get busy and find out who you are in Christ Jesus. The Truth will Make you free. I am still getting free of things after years in the Word, it's a process, and we continue to walk that process out. If we are not striving, we are sitting around setting confused and deceived. Press forward and start believing with what you have, then expand. It will be OK.

Mike.

 

[MrBeeman]

Thank you all for your prayers.

I attend a church I wouldn't call it my home(I've been looking for that for 13 years), it's different from what I'm use to, but it's ok for now.

Spirit of leviathan is the Mac daddy spirit of pride, which includes and I'm all to familiar with Rejection,Fear,Lust,Shame,Religion .

I sense Jesus loves me, but Im scared of going too far and Him giving up on me.
After seeking Him for so long you would think I could spend some time on the mountain top, but no it's been hell all the way, there have been some occasional gully washers but I've always had this oppression right by my side, tormenting me. I know sin has caused a lot of the problems, but I want it out too.
Ive read the word, prayed,bind,cast out,fasted, I've put the word in trying to get all the garbage out of my head, all that i know what to do.

I believe Gods showed me where I went wrong, I got my eyes off of Him and onto other things for the past several months, too much tv, work, and only a little time at night with God and with not much fervency and then this spirit of lust started throwing thoughts at me as well. I'm always so fatigued, I say to myself "I'm going to get up extra early and seek God" but this fatigue hinders me and the at night I'm only good for while.

I think it would be good to have church home where I can get active in but I've been lots of places and feel like I belong at none of them, I've been attending where I'm at for about 8months and guess its about to to move on now...time is flyingby.

Right now I'm back to fasting, meditating and seeking and seems to be getting little better, but now I have to start over again to gain the lost ground.

Oh how I wish I can do things over.
Oh how I think i wish God had taken me on out when he first saved me, why He's kept me around is beyond me or allowed me to even be born.
I need revival in my family, I have bother,sister, uncles, aunts,cousins that need to be saved but I can pray but not much else. i feel like I'm the only one in my extended family that's seeking God, which I probably am.

When does the peace of God that surpasses all understanding come into fruition, is this something we only get to taste when we are first saved?

When does the sound mind come into fruition is this to only a taste when we are first saved?

When does the joy of Lord come into steady fruition and not just ocassional ?
.And this tormenting ringing in my ears.
:chokedup

 

[AirDancer]

Suggestion for you, @Mr. Beeman ,

Each time some 'garbage' threatens your thoughts, pray. Think or say aloud something like "My Lord, You know I have no need of this (these) thought(s). I sincerely ask You remove this garbage from my mind. In Jesus' precious name I pray. Amen."

It will most likely take a concerted effort to routinely pray (and mean) for the removal of garbage from your thoughts. Similar brief prayers, spoken in sincerity, works well in all areas of life that seem to want to control you or to become a habit you don't want.

And above all, give our Lord thanks for the good moments as well as the bad. This life is a learning process. We each see moments of challenge along with the moments of joy. It is when we offer praise to our Lord for everything that we are able to remove ourselves from the spotlight and put the focus where it belongs: with our Lord.

Blessings!