[__ Prayer __] Prayer...and lots of it is needed

[raven_nightbreeze]

Hey, The name is Amanda. yes my sn says raven but thats my pen name. but thats no why i'm here. i'm here to ask for prayer for me and my boyfriend, Justin. you see, two years ago...well let me start at the beginning. we're high school sweet hearts and have been since the day we meet...just didn't know it until we started dating my 10th year. then he was finishing up high school. broke up, got back together...normal teenager stuff. well, now fast-forward 6 month....he was living with me and my family until he moved out to live with my dad. then he left there to live with another family we both knew and they knew about our relationship since no one in my church really accpeted our love. any who...he got kicked out b/c he wrote bad checks...*smacks forehead* stupib boy he was then. well, he lived in a van for two months and we lost connection since i lived with my mother and she hates him...or dislike a lot. well, he helped some 16yrs old kid try and beat some other kid...something about a girl. to make this a bit shorter...they burnt down the home...or the 16 did....they both got caught. Justin got three years for breaking in and such else. at the time we were engaged but i thought he left me so i tried to move on. well, Feburay 14 (yes, v-day) my mother asked me if i had been writing him in jail...well no i haven't b/c i was scared to b/c i still loved him..i broke up with my other boyfriend b/c i did. well, i cried and had to go to work...most the morning i cried until i got some help from my friends there. well i finally wrote and we've bene writing ever since. i've learn a lot about the days we were lost from each other...and he learn more about me that other haven't told him. he kept tabs on me while he was in jail since i never wrote. either way, the past two months, we have been praying he get outs august 1st. the jugde he had got in lots of trouble and a lot of the ppl who had him are getting out early. i'm asking that ppl will pray that he will. while in jail he came ot know christ better than before. he's become an ordaind minister also. he's changed over the two years in jail. i pray every day he gets out early but i hope the prayers of others will help us.

i also want to ask for pray for me. the last month, Justin and i haven't been on go terms. we've been telling each other times that would tear any other couple apart. we've been strong so far but i fear we are starting to lose our faith in each other. i know our love is true or God would have never brought us back together after 2 1/2 years.

plz, i ask for prayer form my brothers and sisters. thank you for your loving prayers, words, and support.

 

[lovely]

You have my prayers, Amanda.

 

[matt]

I will pray for you both.

Are you sure you guys are meant to be? You said that you were because God brought you back together....are you sure it wasn't you two who brought each other back together because you are so used to each other being high school sweet hearts and all? I'm not saying that your relationship isn't pleasing to the lord, but if it isn't you can't expect God to bless it. I feel for you and I will pray for you.

 

[raven_nightbreeze]

thank you. matt, you may be right but you never know. Justin and i have been through a lot in our time and it jsut seems that way. maybe things will be different...but until then i just hope....pray that its all going to be okay either way

 

[matt]

Pray God's will be done, and whatever happens will be in your best interest because God wants the best for you. Good luck.

 

[raven_nightbreeze]

well, it seems things are getting a slight bit better. i now have some other guy writing me saying he hear its over and that Justin wasn't going to write and tell me. i'm not sure so i'm waiting to see. but it seemed pretty good in him last letter. i mean, nothing lead to any hint he was going to end it. but agian thanks for the prayers