[__ Prayer __] Same taunts on loop 🔁

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He has warrants. He’s going to jail. We’re going to have him committed to the state hospital . Etc etc etc.

I’m nearly 40 now. Dad is dealing with cancer. I’ve been saved for a bit over 11 years and this time.,,


Can’t believe how far Jesus Christ has brought me. Not that I’m alpha top dog lol but…

I can carry on. I went to probate court yesterday. In cases where an individual has court mandated outpatient mental health treatment, probate court has a copy. I didn’t think I could possibly have one…no hospitalizations in over 15 years…but I kept hearing the taunts so I called probate court. A borderline angry lady had me give her my driver license and she went into a room and then came back and told me that I am NOT in the system. Forgive the screaming caps …this has been frustrating to put it mildly.

I dunno dad is facing this health situation and I can’t actually slip into a never ending inward spiral . Just…no.

I’m frustrated with the situation to a point. People kept me up at 2 3 4 in the morning today. We’re going to get his dad’s retirement he answers to his guardian he needs to feel more pain and on and on and on…,

Ugh it’s death by a thousand paper cuts or Chinese water torture..,

Praise Jesus Christ for mercy and deliverance. I’m not angry just…frustrated.

Thank you

 

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Ugh

Dad’s still in the hospital . Tests. Mama didn’t elaborate.

Neighbors at my parents house yelled out you’re going to prison and…


I dealt with it better than in years past, praise God.

Frustrating.