Christ_empowered
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- Oct 23, 2010
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It finally dawned on me (blame it on the ECT...took a minute...) that I am/was one of the most thoroughly stigmatized people around here, and that's what's making people so angry.
Sickly, effeminate, prematurely aged, unattractive, dead eyed, victim of psychiatry, former junkie, poor...
...shall we go on?
Jesus has saved me, is saving me, and will save me (I pray). I really "bring out the demon in people" because I "don't know my place," etc. etc. Too low on the totem pole to matter. Now people can't oppress me near as much (Praise God!).
I don't know why I'm posting this. Its like, ECT and having lived through it in that brain damaged haze really blinds you to the reality of your situation. Truth is, I was "the least of these" in a big, big way, and only the Born Again Christians and Jesus really cared. When people move up out of stigma, what's to be done with them, right? I mean, its interesting, from a sociological perspective...
and it makes me wonder: what happened to those NT people Jesus healed? To their communities? See where I'm going with this?
Anyway, file this one under both Praise Report and Prayer Request. I praise God for my life and all He's done for me. At the same time, now that I'm coming out of the haze (Praise God!), I'm a little scared of the stigma that surrounds me...
I'm really sick of the stigma. This started 10+/- years ago, when I moved back here from college at 19. Pray for an end to my oppression, please.
Sickly, effeminate, prematurely aged, unattractive, dead eyed, victim of psychiatry, former junkie, poor...
...shall we go on?
Jesus has saved me, is saving me, and will save me (I pray). I really "bring out the demon in people" because I "don't know my place," etc. etc. Too low on the totem pole to matter. Now people can't oppress me near as much (Praise God!).
I don't know why I'm posting this. Its like, ECT and having lived through it in that brain damaged haze really blinds you to the reality of your situation. Truth is, I was "the least of these" in a big, big way, and only the Born Again Christians and Jesus really cared. When people move up out of stigma, what's to be done with them, right? I mean, its interesting, from a sociological perspective...
and it makes me wonder: what happened to those NT people Jesus healed? To their communities? See where I'm going with this?
Anyway, file this one under both Praise Report and Prayer Request. I praise God for my life and all He's done for me. At the same time, now that I'm coming out of the haze (Praise God!), I'm a little scared of the stigma that surrounds me...
I'm really sick of the stigma. This started 10+/- years ago, when I moved back here from college at 19. Pray for an end to my oppression, please.