God is with me everyday because he promised, even if i am a wretched man of sin. If i go to church or not i guess its not going to solve anything either way. I dont dedicate a single day to God. Everyday is dedicated to the Lord. Its not like God will condemn me for not going to church. The blood of the Lamb is within and the Sabbath i must keep, but im still a fool on the outside.
Although i can agree that church is important, mostly for fellowship, and building yourself in the Word. Fellowship is important for being with other believers, and knowing that you are not alone, and having godly friends. Nowadays, there are many ways to attend church and build oneself up. A lot of people watch on tv or the internet. Which i am one. And for fellowship i come in here. I think that church was never about the building anyway, but the people that make up the congregation
And i do not think that you are a fool. You are the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus!