Now I am really confused, I have waited 5 years patiently to move forward in my life.
I had taken time our become a caretaker while working in between, I responsed to my calling and created a new resume, to actually follow and seek Gods will and I still listening other callings he would like to use me in.
And before there are suggestions for solutions, I have tried all routes, Overtime shifts, seeking internships, seeking oral care clinics (I called 32 for the poor), as I cannot just manifest money out of nowhere, I regularly have applying steady stable jobs but non are permenant contracts, volunteering at church and when I do make process, I am hit with sickness.
I also practise being outdoors in nature and fellowship but I got attacked with weariness (illness)
I say attacked because I take of my health and body, I dress accordingly to the wheather, I practise hygiene.
One thing that bothered me was I was early and on my way to a bible study group and I even left 1 hour earlier to bring group food and ended up late I was so frustrated, I took the correct route to the destination and ended up on another line by diverdion. WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALLOWED TO HAPPENED.
ANY PROGRESS I MAKE SURELY, I AM SUPPOSED TO BE BUILIDING WITH GODS STRENGTH.
I also am praying regularly in touch with Gods word (not perfectly) so why is this allowed.
I still practise gratitude.
I had taken time our become a caretaker while working in between, I responsed to my calling and created a new resume, to actually follow and seek Gods will and I still listening other callings he would like to use me in.
And before there are suggestions for solutions, I have tried all routes, Overtime shifts, seeking internships, seeking oral care clinics (I called 32 for the poor), as I cannot just manifest money out of nowhere, I regularly have applying steady stable jobs but non are permenant contracts, volunteering at church and when I do make process, I am hit with sickness.
I also practise being outdoors in nature and fellowship but I got attacked with weariness (illness)
I say attacked because I take of my health and body, I dress accordingly to the wheather, I practise hygiene.
One thing that bothered me was I was early and on my way to a bible study group and I even left 1 hour earlier to bring group food and ended up late I was so frustrated, I took the correct route to the destination and ended up on another line by diverdion. WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALLOWED TO HAPPENED.
ANY PROGRESS I MAKE SURELY, I AM SUPPOSED TO BE BUILIDING WITH GODS STRENGTH.
I also am praying regularly in touch with Gods word (not perfectly) so why is this allowed.
I still practise gratitude.