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tjboie2001
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The Hell Within
My soul aches
Desolate
Nevermore feeling complete
Never again leave me be
the peaceful child I was before
Forever violated
Fire, the hell within
For I was a child
A child of innocents past
Childhood forgotten, forever
Lost within the internal hell
My soul aches
To be freed
Unchained
From the hell within
Bellowing
It echos off the fiery walls
It is useless
Not a soul can hear me
Not a soul can help me
Sobbing harder
Looking out to the fire
Between my tears
Seeing a soft light behind the heat
Crying louder
Seeing a figure of a man
"Please sir, please have mercy
For I did not intend
To be chained here
In this pit within me
Please sir, please have mercy"
I heard a faint reply
"My child
I am here for you
Beloved
You must walk toward me
Toward the soft light you see"
I looked at my arms
That were chained to the red hot walls
They began to move
The shackles began to open
"My child you can be free
You must walk toward me
Toward the soft light you see
I am you Lord, I am your Father
You must walk toward me"
I stand still
Wanting to move
But seeing all the fire before me
"Lord, I am scared
The fire will burn me
Lord I am scared
I'll get hurt"
"Fear not my child
For I am with you
I will not forsake you"
I saw his hand extended toward me
So close I could touch it
Soft white hand, arm inclosed in a white robe
A soft white angelic light
surrounding his entire body
I took his hand
He smiled at me
His eyes radiant
So full of love
Walking through the fire
Without pain
Forevermore free
The Hell Within
My soul aches
Desolate
Nevermore feeling complete
Never again leave me be
the peaceful child I was before
Forever violated
Fire, the hell within
For I was a child
A child of innocents past
Childhood forgotten, forever
Lost within the internal hell
My soul aches
To be freed
Unchained
From the hell within
Bellowing
It echos off the fiery walls
It is useless
Not a soul can hear me
Not a soul can help me
Sobbing harder
Looking out to the fire
Between my tears
Seeing a soft light behind the heat
Crying louder
Seeing a figure of a man
"Please sir, please have mercy
For I did not intend
To be chained here
In this pit within me
Please sir, please have mercy"
I heard a faint reply
"My child
I am here for you
Beloved
You must walk toward me
Toward the soft light you see"
I looked at my arms
That were chained to the red hot walls
They began to move
The shackles began to open
"My child you can be free
You must walk toward me
Toward the soft light you see
I am you Lord, I am your Father
You must walk toward me"
I stand still
Wanting to move
But seeing all the fire before me
"Lord, I am scared
The fire will burn me
Lord I am scared
I'll get hurt"
"Fear not my child
For I am with you
I will not forsake you"
I saw his hand extended toward me
So close I could touch it
Soft white hand, arm inclosed in a white robe
A soft white angelic light
surrounding his entire body
I took his hand
He smiled at me
His eyes radiant
So full of love
Walking through the fire
Without pain
Forevermore free
